Wednesday, 16th March 2011
I slept around 4am and woke up 7 hours later because my friend called me telling that he was waiting below for my phone. Feeling damn sleepy and messed up, I washed my face w/o showering and met him w/ those swollen eyes. Anyway my phone was back and I didn't care so much about my look lol After getting back to shower and prepare for MSC Concert rehearsal which was luckily delayed till 2pm then feeding myself w/ instant noodle (which I had frequently those recent days T.T), I tried to copy all fancams and pics of FEM's Concert the previous night to my lappie (actually I'd done it since the dawn). Using the wrong method, I failed so many times that I almost gave up. It was stressful to see the files copied 72% and just stopped there. Leaving the files copied w/ high hope that it succeeded anyway, I went to a very tiring rehearsal w/ the criticism kept coming out. Still, I gotta go to Carrefour to find something my friend in Malaysia asked me to buy for. Going back w/ drained body and finding the files wouldn't upload were quite depressing. Reading some terrifying news about nuclear leakage in Japan was also stressful /irrelevant lol. anyway I just kept trying to emptying my memory card since I desperately needed them for SS3!!!! I still needed to find additional battery and memory card though. I'd sacrificed too much for this one, and I didn't want to get disappointing result because of some foolish little mistakes.
Thursday, 17th March 2011
A normal day before the storm lol. Going to campus w/ many things in mind and didn't know what I got that day. Really, my mind was full by nothing than SS3 and what I should have got for Yesung. I'd seen him picking stuffs from the stage and wearing them most of the time. I couldn't think about anything than turtle and cloud though lol. A big colorful specs would do too. Going back from school, I visited the mall near my apartment to find something cute enough. Toys in Carrefour were poor, and I couldn't find any turtle-related or cloud-related stuffs or the big specs there. I finally bought a pink backpack w/ a turtle attached on it in a store which had me spending Rp 90,000.- (around $9)-quite expensive for the quality wasn't very good. I was also thinking to fill the bag w/ snacks but then recalled that foods weren't allowed in; I didn't want to hold that pink bag w/ snacks on airport either. Failing to find any additional batteries, I could only pray and pray that my two precious batteries were enough to capture Yesung in the whole show. There was no worry for the memory card as I had five 4GB and one 8GB so in total they were 28GB; should have been enough for recording HD fancam in 3 hours. That night, I struggled to fit that turtle bag inside my bag. I gotta change plan since everything just wouldn't fit into one bag. The snacks for my friends alone filled my backpack; it was light but full. The pink turtle bag filled half space of my other bag and w/ my personal needs it was full. At the end I carried one backpack and one shoulder bag-awkward look lol
Friday, 18th March 2011
MSC Concert's day. Finally the day to show the people our hard work for months coming. It was a very intense day for me not only because I gotta perform, but it was also the last day before SS3. Thinking that I had to wake up at 5am and flew oversea (my 1st experience of flying alone ever) the following day were awful. However, during the preparation and the concert itself, I tried my best to concentrate only in what I was doing then. We prepared from 11am to 3pm-getting dressed, thick make-up, rehearsal for some songs-and got the concert done. I was proud that I could bring out my best performance that day; I was smiling through the whole concert since a senior was holding a board w/ big "SENYUM" (smile) behind the audience lmao. Though I felt like wearing a mask w/ those annoying eyelashes, most people praised us for our beauty and awesome performance^^ While waiting for our stage, I couldn't help but thinking this was how SuJu's members, esp Yesung, doing almost everyday-getting ready for their performance. I guess they didn't feel afraid anymore like me then; they should have gotten used to it. It may sound cheesy but actually I felt like Yesung inspiring me to perform my best. I know that all members always give their best but because I followed Yesung the most, I could see that he performed heartfully on every single stage and I felt proud if I could be like him. Well of course I would never be like him though; that heaven voice, nobody else would ever be capable of having. At least I tried to give my best and enjoyed singing just like he always does.
The concert ended w/ loud clapping from the audiences. I was satisfied and happy; couldn't hide my big smile though I didn't join the hugging and kissing crowd. Tbh I just wanted to go back and prepare all stuffs for the following day since it was already 6pm.
Getting home, I was too tired to packing. Instead, I fooled around on Twitter and FB till 10pm lol. Looking at my wardrobe, I didn't have any blue outfits. Oh well, actually I didn't need any since I'd ordered SJW-shirt and planned to change at the venue. I just grabbed a shirt w/ a tank top in case I didn't find toilet and gotta change outside. I knew that most girls would wear short pants but I didn't wanna invite risks; who knows what kind of taxi drivers I'd have. Taking precaution is the best anyway. After finishing my outfit and all important stuffs, I checked my cam for the last time. The two full batteries and 6 memory cards were safely placed inside a plastic box which I accidentally found in Carrefour (damn useful). This cam and this box were in the same security level w/ my passport and plane tickets. I almost forgot my lightstick from last year SS2. I checked the batteries and apparently one had gone, dayum. I just gotta buy a new one there =( charging my phone till full and going to sleep, I was ready for tomorrow's journey. SS3 Malaysia, I'm coming!!!
Well I'm gonna write about the SS3 in a new post then. Gotta have a special post of this since so many things happened on that day: 19th March 2011^^
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