About my parents...

I don't usually write something about my parents. Of course they are the best parents I can ever have in this world but... I don't know, sometimes it feels awkward to write about them. Also it's very hard for me to tell them I love them, how grateful I feel to have them in my life and how I hope they will never get old, never get sick, and can live forever. I guess I am not used to talk about feeling directly; it's more like we already know the feeling of each of us and it's not necessary to use words to express it. But sometimes I do wonder if they know how much I love them, much more than how my words toward them may reflect.

Okay, so I was having dinner while watching KBS and there was a scripted drama which told abt how a family was ruined because the mother expected too much from her son and there was no clear communication between the family members. The husband worked so hard to satisfy a greedy wife who could never get over her husband mistake when she was gonna bear her son. The wife was so greedy that she saw her husband as having a miserable and low life so she expected her son to be a great and rich person thus she took her son school's grade as everything. She used almost all the money her husband gave her to pay the course for her son. She never asked her son what he really wanted; all she asked was him to get the first rank in his school. The son got depressed but he couldn't tell his mom or his dad who was barely in home; instead he became rebellious and befriended bad kids. The climax was when he asked his friends to hit a student who took the first rank in school; he got caught and was taken to the police office. His mom became so frustrated that she closed her eyes from the fact that she was shaping her son to be a monster. Though her husband had tried to advise her, she was too stubborn. Instead she thought money could solve everything and tried to pay the victim's mom for covering her son's crime. The drama ended w/ both mothers fighting each other.

It isn't just a drama. In real life, I've heard or read about such family. Not exactly similar but some aspects are quite concerning. One of my friend is still having trauma from her childhood because her mother was trying too hard to make her study; this included banging her daughter head to the wall and beating her w/ wooden stick when she got low mark or when she got caught in the desperate effort to get some refreshments by cycling around the complex. Her mom never allowed her to hang out w/ friends or play w/ neighbors. Everyday she went to school, studied, went back from school only to study till night. Everyday was like that. As the result, she didn't have many friends and I believe there were many precious childhood moments that she missed out. Now she is free cause she is living separated from her family. But the scars are still there; the memories never go. When I asked her whether she could forgive and let it go, she answered that she still couldn't. Even now when she is living her way to become a free adult, the memories still affect her and I believe they will still do until the day she can forgive her mother and let all the memories go. That's how severe the parents' attitude destructing their children.

One more story I remember is the story my parents told me. I don't really know the family but it's real event. So there was a family in which the son really wanted to become a physician. But his parents didn't have enough money to pay for his tuition fee. In the end, the son got depression and had psychological problem. He would dress in white coat, act like a real physician and would get angry if anyone trying to stop him. His parents had lost a son because they couldn't afford enough money. It's sad story but not uncommon.

Actually I feel that I have no right to judge anyone here cause I've been raised in an ideal family in which I and my brothers have been living and growing up comfortably. My dad was running his own business and doing very well that I can say we never lacks of money. Despite his business, he always arrived home before it was dark and continued to do his works in home. In the morning, before we went to school we still could see him. Maybe at the time that I was born, my family financial had come to stabile level thus I never feel lacking. I don't know what my brothers hv gone through during the hard time of my dad's business. But one thing for sure, we never lacks of love and care by our parents. My mom have been taking care of us even till now. Though she endured hard times for very long since she married my dad, she never neglects her role as a mother. She scolded us a lot and beat us sometimes but there were always good reasons for her to put her hard hands on us. I remembered I called my mom as scarier than a tiger while I was crying. As a kid, I was naughty and often talked back to my parents. No, I wasn't spoiled by my mom lol. My dad may have spoiled me a little because I was the youngest and the only daughter he has. I remembered sitting on his lap and telling him I wanted to marry him or at least a guy like him haha. Childhood memories are so fresh.

My parents never forced us to study. I do admit that from all three of us, I have the highest grade in school and yes, I'm the only one taking such a "hard" course like medicine. My oldest bro was doing so-so during his school year, having like middle rank in his classes. My second brother was doing quite bad; during his senior highschool year, he always had like the second or third last rank in his class. He was more into sports though, having been a top basketball player in school's team and traveling to other towns w/ his team for matches. I recalled my parents were deciding whose turn it was to meet the teacher and pick the rapport. It was so funny cause both of them felt embarrassed to discuss abt my brother's "good" marks. Usually my dad was the one going cause the teacher was female and she wouldn't have much things to say compared w/ if my mom was the one going. Usually the teacher would tell her complains, ask my dad to make things better and throw out some cynical comments lol. But as far as I remember, we never get beaten because of our marks. The first time I remember my brother getting beaten and scolded severely was when he got home very late, past midnight. My dad was getting really angry and my mom.... I think she almost cried. I know that they were afraid of my brother getting into trouble and they were mad at him so he wouldn't repeat his mistake. But I respect my brothers cause they accept their mistakes and ask for forgiveness. They keep quiet and put their heads down when being scolded. Come to think of it, maybe I am the most rebellious one lol. I dared to talk back but in the end usually I broke into tears. Sometimes my parents went angrier when I cried, but most time they just got softer.

During the days before exam, my parents never really urged us to study. Usually we took our own measure of how many days before exam that we needed to start studying. Maybe when they saw us watching tv instead, they would make some comments or turn off the tv. But there was no physical act to force us. If we got good marks, we got compliments. If we got bad marks, then we got some comments and encouragements. My parents.... they don't put high expectation on us. They let us develop into what we want in our way without them putting the burden on our shoulder or the target for us to reach. They never asked us to be number one. As long as we did well enough and we were happy, then it was okay. For them, good grades weren't everything. It was our attitude and our social lives that they paid much attention to. Obviously they don't want us to grow into immoral people.

During university time, my parents let my brothers choose the course they like. After graduation, they let them to choose where and what to work. Even when my oldest brother still struggles in Malaysia, trying to create his own business, my parents still support him financially and emotionally. Yes, my mom gets all fussy and persuades him to come back to my hometown, but they still respects his decision. Then my second brother who works in Singapore and enjoys his life there though my parents doubt his future life is reluctant to come back. My parents respect his decision though they don't really agree. Then me.... My mom never expects one of her children to be a physician, moreover me. When I told my parents that I wanted to become a physician, what was in their mind in the first place was how hard a physician's life can be. They never expect their children to be famous or rich... They just want us to live a happy life... In my case, they don't wanna see me struggling and studying for years, then having to go to villages and living hard life. One of my mom's dream, I'm sure, is to see me getting married. She is really afraid that I won't get married as I'm too focused on my career. She also persuades me to take pediatric as it doesn't require waking up on midnight or doing surgery on a patient. I understand that she wants me to enjoy my life to the fullest but... I AM enjoying my life now. It may look like that I'm suffering from studying so long and living a hard life but actually it's part of my life journey I hv decided to walk through.

Well okay, so back to my parents. Yes, after watching that Korean drama, I realize that how lucky I am to be in my family now, to be the daughter of my parents who must have their own expectations but never burden us w/ it. I know more or less, there must be disappointments when we can't fulfill their unspoken hopes, but they always encourage us. They provide us w/ wings and let us fly to wherever we want. When we're tired or lost, we can always go back home. It will be a day when.... we can't go back anymore. I know it. I always know it. I always know that time is running, that time I can spend w/ them is getting lessened. Thus on every holiday, I will always be home. I will always try to be a better daughter so that they won't have to worry about me anymore. I promise.

Precious Moment: 110604 KIMCHI 2011

Here I am, almost three months after SS3 Malaysia and I just met the boys again. KIMCHI 2011 w/ the performers Super Junior, Park Jung Min, Girls Day, The Boss, and X5 is really unforgettable. Not only I got to watch the boys for the 2nd time this year (which I never even dreamed of at all) but I also experienced the new phenomena of being in the middle of INA ELF. Lets begin the story here.

About one or two months ago, the news about KIMCHI were everywhere on Twitter. When I first heard it, I wanted to laugh. It was very difficult to see SuJu that I gotta fly overseas and now there was possibility I could see them twice in a year lol. I remembered my mom told me that eventually they would come to this country. She's such a fortune teller, ide.

Tbh I didn't think about going. The tix price was unreasonable; it wasn't a full-SuJu concert and the ticket was even more expensive than Super Show;s, wtf. My budget limit for this kind of concert is one million rupiahs and by saying that, I mean one million for the best stage view. Here in KIMCHI, one million and half is the price of Festival 2, standing and far from stage, behind the festival 1. The cheapest one was Tribune 2 which was the farthest and on the sides. Want the middle position? You could, just paid 2 million IDR and got Tribune 1. The best position? Festival 1 for standing and VIP for sitting, 2 million IDR and 2.5 million IDR respectively. By now you should understand why I wasn't so excited for this event. It's not worth paying that much for a show that I didn't even know how long SuJu would perform in.

I recalled I was smiling seeing ELF went butthurt about the ticket price. SS3 Vietnam was abt to be held and imho, it was much much better than KIMCHI. Yes I gotta count the money spent for plane and accommodation but it was definitely more satisfying. 30 more songs vs maybe 5 or 6 songs? lol you gotta be kidding me. Furthermore the stage and seating position was not good here. In SS3 the stage was in the middle and wherever you sit, you could see at least one of the boys. Here, the stage was only at the front. For Tribune 1 and 2, you gotta depend on the screen to see their faces. Well, this might be the only chance for INA ELF who to meet them in person so ofc I encouraged them to attend. But me, I wasn't sure.

The temptation came when my friend asked me to go together. She never saw the boys before and I wanted her to have such experience. Ofc we just wanted the Tribune 2. From the beginning, I knew Tribune 2 was the most wanted of all and getting that ticket would be war-like. KIMCHI didn't have presale though some fanbases had already opened the pre-order. My other friend trusted one fanbase to get her ticket; later on she didn't get it. I was thinking about ordering through fanbase too, but apparently they didn't accept more order anymore. In such critical time, my friend in Bandung offered help to order the ticket. I never know through whom she ordered, but she could ensure me that we got it even before the official sale begun. It was amazing, really. While other ELF were struggling to get the Tribune 2 on the official sale (some of them even spent the night waiting there), I just sit at home and read their tweets. Well, I do admit it sounds unfair but that was just how the game was played.

Getting closer to June 4th, my friend who offered me the help told me she couldn't make it. What a regret. So at the end I only had one friend that I knew; the other 4 people were the friends of my friend and I just ever talked through message w/ one of them. We discussed about how they would stay in Jakarta. At first I offered them to stay in my place but at the end, they stayed at their relative's home.

On June 2nd, I asked my friend's friend about their arrival here. Well, just then she told me to get the tickets. Actually the organizer just gave us the voucher when we did the payment, and we gotta exchange them w/ the tickets few days before the H-day. This is what I really dislike about the system; what's the trouble w/ giving us the tickets directly and not using the annoying vouchers? It was really troublesome and I pitied the fans from other towns; they had to go back and forth Jakarta to do payment, exchange the tickets, and watch the concert.

Tbh I never really checked about the date coz I thought my friend would have set up everything. I was wrong. On that day, June 2nd, I just knew that I was the one who had to get the tickets and she told me at 8pm to go to MOI which needs 1 hour by taxi. The ticket exchange closed at 9pm so it was definitely impossible for me. I remembered I was so panic. If I couldn't watch the concert coz I was late in exchanging the ticket, I would surely went kill them rofl. Okay it was only my imagination. Apparently I could exchange it the following day, but still at MOI. So the following night, at 6pm I went there by taxi and arrived at 7pm. The people from the organizer were already there and I just spent maybe less than 10 minutes inside. Yes, less than 10 minutes but going back and forth spent me 2 hours and more than 100,000 IDR. Watching anything Super Junior related always spent me more money than I plan lol, ide.

So finally 6 tickets in hand. I started planning the following day's activity. Tribune 2 was free seating so who came first would get the best position. Fans were allowed to queue since 10am though the gate opened at 4pm and the concert started at 6pm. I had class till 12 noon (though actually I could go back earlier) and my friend was a bit reluctant to go so early lol. Moreover my friend's friend wanted to get the tickets coz she was gonna stalk the boys at the airport. At first she asked me to go to Sency (which is as far as MOI) but I refused; it was enough for me to get the ticket, I wouldn't do any more sacrifices. I asked her to come to my place instead as here was also near to the airport. Fortunately she agreed but she would come at 1pm. That meant I gotta rush from campus to my place, had fast lunch and met her. Well ok. I planned to go at 2pm as the way there would spend me about 1 hour.

June 4th 2011
I went back from campus exactly at 12 noon. I bought lunch and ate them at the maximal speed possible lol. It was already 12.30pm when I arrived home and I was so panic coz I hadn't done anything. I ate my lunch, kept texting my friend and my friend's friend which would come at 1.30pm, wore my make-up and changed my clothes. I picked a small bag which actually was not enough for all my stuffs (camera, 4YESUNG towel, tissues, a box w/ memory cards inside, lightstick, mirror, headset, etc.). Well I'm a girl anyway, s0 please understand lol. I was still preparing when my friend's friend came and asked me to meet her. She was waited by her friends so I gotta rush. Man I wanted to use eyeliner and mascara but I ended up messing everything. I walked so fast w/ my bag opened to meet her and it was a very hot day which made me sweating a lot. I was ruined. About the following 15 minutes I met her and gave the tickets; fiuh finally I was done. She left to the airport and I waited for my friend. It was already 2pm and I was afraid. She came about 10 minutes later and we went by taxi after I bought some breads; I knew that they wouldn't allow foods anyway but I was afraid I would be hungry.

Finally we arrived at the venue around 3pm. It was cloudy and I thought it was gonna rain lmao. Couldn't help but recalled what Teuki said about raining everytime they came to a country for SS3. Well, but it wasn't SS3!! So it didn't rain which was good. There was already very very crowded at the venue. I didn't see many people wearing blue but well, it was understandable since it was the first time SuJu performed here. I saw some people selling SuJu shirts, fans, and even lightsticks lol but the lightstick was the kind of colorful ones, not the single blue lightstick. I intended to bring two lightsticks but apparently one just wouldn't do so at the end I brought only one. I planned to record all the time though so I let my friend held it.

It was so funny that some fans kept making chaos by screaming and running everytime they saw something coming. There was a bus coming to the venue and the fans screamed and ran to the fence surrounding the venue. My friend kept pulling me to watch and I just laughed. I had read on Twitter that the boys' plane would come around 4pm so it was impossible that they were there. Well, Donghae arrived earlier though but I thought he would come together w/ other members. It might be the staffs inside the bus but fans were screaming like crazy. I consoled my friend and asked her to queue before late. So we stood there, behind a very long line extending from the entrance to the road. We talked about my experience in SS3. She is Donghae's fan and she was very afraid Hae wouldn't come when the news about Siwon came out lol. She also kept complaining about Hae's long and blond hair haha. I agreed that Hae looked much better w/ short and black hair like in 4jib and I felt happy that Yesung didn't do anything extreme to his hair. We kept talking and fanning ourselves cause though cloudy, it was so humid. My friend asked the fan seller and guess what; he sold one fan for 20,000 IDR!! Wtf. We decided to not buy but tbh I was hoping we bought one and used it together lol coz it was almost unbearably hot. There was even one fan who fainted and we made joke about how it would be the worst thing ever if one of us fainted and the it appeared on campus news lmao. Fans kept shouting the guard to open the door. Well, well. It was useless coz the organizer had announced the time earlier. We just had to wait.

While waiting, I texted my friend who was waiting at the airport. She said that they hadn't come even though it was 4pm already. Well, either they hadn't come or she just failed in stalking them. Until 4.3opm she still didn't see them so I knew she was waiting at the wrong entrance then. Around 4pm, finally the gate opened so we could enter the venue, but not the building. They divided us to groups and let one group in in one time so every few minutes we took a step forward. It wasn't as excruciating as SS3 though, furthermore this time I wore sandals and shorts rather than trousers and high insoles lol. But being a short girl, it was very hard to get fresh air and wind so the perspiration still formed everywhere, ruining my makeup. I wished I was taller T.T The floor was so dirty and full of whatever trashes from foods to papers. I didn't want to look at my feet but I knew I gotta wash my sandals lol. My friend clung her arm on mine and we kept the gap close. Some fans held blue ELF balloons and some brought the fansigns. I just wore the towel around my neck. It was chaotic and I was really tempted to capture that moment lol but I didn't want to use up my battery. At the end I just used my phone and the pictures were quite... representative.

After queuing for maybe half hour, we arrived at the front line. I put my camera and my friend's one inside my pants pocket coz camera wasn't allowed. Apparently they just checked for drinks there and I regretted throwing my breads away T.T After the first checking point, we entered and got our tickets checked. We thought that we could directly enter the building so we ran but lol we still had to queue behind a very long line to the building entrance. We sit on the floor for about another half hour. The VVIP who ranted earlier coz she gotta queue like Tribune ones was paid off; she could directly enter the building. Well, coz we felt thirsty and we thought that the drink bought inside would be allowed in, we bought the mineral water which cost us10,000 IDR. Moneysucker.

After about half hour, we were told to stand up and walk forward. Again, they divided us into groups and let us in slowly. A ticket was found on the floor and fortunately one girl kindly picket it up and few seconds after, the owner could get it back. On the second checking point, we were asked to throw away our drinks. What a nice way to suck money. They also did the body checking. Fortunately, my friend saw that earlier and suggested saving the camera inside the hidden part of the bag. The cameras were successfully got in lol. And I know the admin of 4YESUNG, Pookka successfully got in her huge DSLR camera too, whatever way she used.

After the checking point, we ran inside the building and found our way to the concert venue. Oh my, the lower part was already full. We were looking everywhere for better empty seats but well, the upper parts were the only ones available. We chose the possible nearest one to the stage. Ah finally we were inside. I looked everywhere and saw the Tribune 1 still got so many empty seats. I understood if Tribune 1 wasn't sold out thought; the position was not worth paying that much. If I gotta choose between Tribune 1 and Festival 2, I would choose the latter. Festival 1 was full, VIP seemed full too. But Festival 2 still got some empty space. Some fans already turned on their lightsticks. I saw some green lightsticks by Triple S who came to see SS501 Park Jung Min too. Earlier, I saw some girls wearing yellow shirts indicating X5. While sitting, we took pictures using our cameras. I saw fans hanging banner of X5, The Boss (if I'm not mistaken), SS501 and Super Junior. I just captured the black Super Junior's banner which had the writing "SEE YOU AT SS4 INDONESIA!" along w/ the chibi Super Junior's members. It looked quite nice.

Tbh I felt quite thirsty then and I wasn't sure I could stand for 2 hours more. Thought difficult since I gotta walk pass through many people's feet, I walked outside and searched for drink. The first security I asked was ridiculous; he told me I could only buy drink outside the building but I wasn't allowed to bring it in. Well, as far as I knew, the building itself always sell some drinks. I asked the second security and he told me it was available inside. Lucky.

Back to inside the venue, I was almost lost lol it was so crowded that I couldn't see my friend. Ah just then I realized we sit extremely far from stage. It was around 6pm and the show finally begun.

The MC came out and the audience started screaming. One MC is Edrick Chandra from Indonesia, and the other is DJ Young from Korea. The Korean MC could talk in English and Korean and it was the first time he MCing in Indonesia. Later on he said it was really nice =) Yes, so they talked about the trivial stuffs and mentioned the performers which made fans scream. But they forgot to mention Park Jung Min and ofc his fans protested. That time I really respected ELF; they also screamed Park Jung Min to remind the MC. But they didn't realize thought it seemed impossible for them to not hear our chant ==" After talking about 15 minutes, they went inside and the first performer appeared. It was The Boss.

Tbh I didn't know much about other performers and I just saw The Boss and X5 for the first time then. The Boss sang about 5 songs, X5 sang 3 songs, and Girls Day sang 3 songs too if I'm not mistaken. Their perfs were okay thought Girls Day voices sounded too sharp; Idk if it was the sound system or what. It might sound selfish but honestly we were hoping for other performers to not sing so many songs so there was more time for Super Junior. I didn't hate other performers but the promoter promised us that SuJu would sing more than 5 songs. Ofc 6 songs were considered as more than 5 songs too, right? That was what we feared of.

Well, I couldn't write much about other singers coz I wasn't familiar w/ them. Maybe the only one I liked was Park Jung Min's perf. He was quite cute and cool but my fav from SS501 was Kim Hyun Joong. Honestly I was hoping for Hyun Joong to come instead lol. His first perf was very cool. Idk the song's title but it sounded nice; his voice and dance captured my friend's and my heart lol. What made us admire him more were his humbleness and friendliness. He always smiled and talked Bahasa Indonesia a lot, and he even hugged both MCs!! Woa fans screamed over jealousy; I did too lmao. During one song, he even did the silly bottom dance and went so near to the fans. I believed he earned more fans that night =) Not only green lightsticks, but blue lightsticks also danced along w/ him. My friend and I spazzed over him haha. I may search more about him later.

PJM sang about 4 songs. The MCs came out again and ofc teased us about SuJu. We just couldn't wait anymore!! Just hoped they would talk faster and let our boys came out. About 5 mins later, they finally went in. Lights went dim. Yeah it was finally Super Junior's time!!!

We waited w/ high anticipation when Siwon appeared on screen. It was the video of him apologizing to fans coz he couldn't come due to his shooting schedule. We screamed and chanted "Choi Siwon!! Choi Siwon!!" as if he was there. Moreover when he said "Aku Cinta Kalian" lmao fans went crazy. The screen then showed the Bonamana teaser. Yes, I screamed when Yesung appeared on screen lol silly me. The teaser ended and the light went dim again. After awhile, some figures moved to the stage and all fans screamed their lungs out!! It was Super Junior!! like OMG Super Junior is here!! lol even though I had ever seen them twice before, but the atmosphere was burnt up; it was impossible to not be affected and join the chaos.

The first song was Bonamana. I had started recording since Siwon's video and now that all fans stood up on their seat, it was difficult to record. I stood on the bench too and tried to stabilize my camera. When I saw the audience, omg.. The blue ocean in dark was super beautiful!! Apparently not all fans lightening their lightsticks before SuJu and now it looked much more brighter than before. Bonamana was hot. I sang along.. no I screamed through the whole song lmao. I knew I would ruin the fancam but I couldn't stand it; all fans were screaming and it felt so weird to just stand still in silence. The fans on my line jumped along the song and the bench was shaking; I was afraid it would break down lol. My friend kept screaming "DONGHAEEE!!!" plus kept complaining why Hae wore black glasses covering his face lmao. The funny moment was when I mistook Sungmin as Yesung. Ming wore the black vest like what Yesung used to wear during SS3, that's why. But even then I felt that Yesung's body was thinner than that lol. Just after Yesung's part, I realized I had been focusing on wrong person. Sorry Ming, but I intended to take Yesung focus fancam. On Yesung's part, I always tried to capture his close-up on screen but it was always late; everytime I shifted the cam to the screen, it didn't show Yesung anymore. I was mad, really. I used maximal zoom but it was blur; yes, my position was too far. I almost surrendered recording fancam; I thought I should have enjoyed the perfs instead. But still, lol, I couldn't resist.

After Bonamana, they performed No Other which burned up the atmosphere just like Bonamana did. I could ensure that for No Other, they didn't lipsynch. As for other songs, Idk. After No Other, the translator came out. They introduced themselves. Yesung's turn was after Sungmin but he stood still for awhile till Ming asked him lol. He shouted his intro loudly and fans screamed. Hae shouted "Apa khabar, nama saya Donghae!!!" Heechul: "Apa khabar? Heechul" and bowed down. Eunhyuk: "Nama saya Eunhyuk!" Zhoumi: "Apa kabar? Wo shi Zhoumi, ta cia hao!!" Henry did intro in English: "Whassup Indonesia!!! Apa kabar!!!" then the climax was on Leeteuk's part: "Assalamualaikum!!!! Assalamualaikum!! Nama saya... Leeteuk!!" LOL. "Saya mau datang.. di.. Indonesia!!" well you were already here, leader xD. "Saya suka.. Indonesia gadis!" lmao did you use Google translator?? xDDD

After the intro, SJM members minus Henry and Zhoumi went backstage to prepare for their following perf. Yesung wanted to join but Shindong pulled him back lol. Leeteuk thanked Indonesian fans for their support. Heechul talked about the possibility of having SS4 here. Even before the translator translated what he was talking, the words "Super Show concert" already made fans screamed out loud. Leeteuk then asked whether all SuJu's members who came there were handsome lmao he was such a teaser. Meanwhile, one male security helped ELF giving a paper bag (w/ gifts inside, I guess) to the members. He waved the bag and Yesung saw him, but he only gave him smile and waved to him as if the security was a fan lmao. The security then just put the bag on stage and turned back to face the audience. Heenim then saw it and took it!! gosh that fan really had to thank the security lol. Leeteuk then said Indonesian girls were also beautiful haha. Dork. Leeteuk asked the audience if they were ready for their performance. Fans screamed. Henry then talked in English. Leeteuk asked Shindong about the next performer, and Shindong mentioned SuJu M. Yes, the next one was Super Junior M-Perfection!!

I recorded Perfection coz I really loved the choreo. It was one of the hottest perfs. After Perfection, SuJu M came back w/ Super Girl; this one I couldn't resist lol. After Super Girl, SuJu T performed Rokkugo. I didn't record that for I knew the battery wouldn't do. After Rokkugo, they did the talking once again. Leeteuk announced that Hae would spend one more night in Jakarta, then Yesung talked something to Hae but it wasn't clear and the translator didn't translate it either. He always talked when the translator started talking so he never got chance lol. I guess he wasn't used to having a translator. One moment was when he tried to talk when the translator did, Hae made the sign to shut up. He even tried to touch Yesung's lips (or philtrum? lmao). Eunhyuk said: "You're so gorgeous." then "I'm so gorgeous. You love me" Yesung talked to him: "You.. You're gordon(?)" lol Idg what he was talking. Kyu talked about him being a magnae, then Shindong who took a gold medal from INA ELF earlier wore it on Kyu's neck. At last, Leeteuk announced that it was time for their last perf. Man, I was shocked and sad; 6 songs were obviously NOT ENOUGH!!! All fans screamed in disappointment. Leeteuk then said that we could meet again through the newest album, 5jib. Ah still, it was too short >< Yesung tried to talk again but failed lol. Well at least finally Leeteuk asked him the song's title, and he answered: "Sorry Sorry~yo." His only chance to talk lol. Poor boy.

As Sorry Sorry was the last song, we screamed as loud as we could. Oh yeah, I forgot the time, but when they were at the backstage, we sang Happy Birthday to Ryeowook. After that they came out like nothing happened but later on I heard rumor saying that Wook cried after we sang. Well Idk, but I do hope they realized our singing lol. During Sorry Sorry, I anticipated much for Yesung's adlibs. And guess what? He did that adlibs!! That "GIRRLLLL~!!!!!" omo finally I could see it live and ofc I screamed and ruined my fancam. I'm sorry ><

After Sorry Sorry, the boys went back and the stage went dim. Fans shouted Encore but I thought it had ended. Just then, a group of kids came out and lined up on stage, singing Heal The World. They were Korean kids. Though we still felt disappointed, we sang along too. During the song a boy holding Indonesian flag and a girl holding Korean flag appeared and walked to each other, then hugged. The MCs came out too and talked about Indonesia-Korea friendship. After some talking, they announced that all performers would come out to stage once again. Fans screamed for much anticipation of seeing SuJu again lol we thought we wouldn't see them anymore. The Boss, X5, Girls Day, and PJM appeared, and the last was SuJu. Boys bowed to the audience and stood behind the kids. They waved to every direction, then walked to the left side (my side) and waved, then walked to the right side to wave and bow for the last time before walking to the backstage. When other members had disappeared, Leeteuk ran to the left side once again and waved lol. He was so hyper even when dancing and singing. Our leader =)

So... KIMCHI ended. I spazzed w/ my friend until we got home lol. It was quite tiring but worth having. My friend was so happy to see Hae live. To me, it was too far to see Yesung clearly. It couldn't be compared w/ SS3 where he was moving right in front of me. Well, well. At least I could feel the atmosphere lol. But if there is SS4 here, I would definitely attend even if the tix price is as expensive as KIMCHI. Hopefully not.

LYRIC: Park SaeByul + Super Junior K.R.Y. - Maybe In Love

On June 24th 2010, SuJu K.R.Y. plus Donghae and Sungmin participated on MBC Music Travel Tralala. They sang few songs, and one of them was Maybe In Love, Park SaeByul's song. K.R.Y. sang together w/ the original singer and they sounded super amazing, not to mention the song is so lovely too. I really wanted to sing along so I kept searching for the lyric but it was nowhere to find lol. Fortunately there was a nice friend on Youtube who kindly gave me the romanized lyric. It contains few high notes but really nice to sing along^^

Link to the performance on Youtube

Maybe In Love - Park Saebyul

Na, useumi mana jeotteyo, chingudeuri geure
Na, bimiri mana jeotteyo, sasil akkyeodun geollyo
Negen neomu teukbyuran geude

Sesang e modeun norewa sumaneun sarang yegideuri
uril wihe jonjehaneun geot gata
geude neun eotteongayo

Sarangingayo, I want you feel just like me
Inyeoningayo, I want you feel the same about me
Hoksi chajaon seolleime geujeo bangaungayo
Geudedo nawa gateun kumdeureul kunayo

Do you know how much i think about you
Do you know how much i love you

Deolkeongeorineun jihacheol saram manado joa
Kok gamchwodun meseji hanbeon dubeon ilkko tto ilkko
eoneuse wewobeorin geol

Meomut georimyeo neson japtteon pyojeong gyesok tteo ola
tto hancham dongan sireobssi uttaga
gwenhi deo geuriwo jyeotjyo

Sarangilkayo, i want you feel just like me
Inyeonilkayo, i want you feel the same about me
Geude dwitmoseup sarajilttae kaji barabojiman
Beolsseo geude usseumi griwo jineyo

Hoksi gakkeum duryeowo jinayo
Kin jameseo kemyeon modeunge kumil geomman gata
Nammole bamsewo kidohanayo geuden eotteongayo

Hengbokangayo, I want you feel just like me
Hengbokangayo, I want you feel the same about me
Geudedo nachereom haruharuga kamsahangayo
Uri hamkke sumswineun oneulgwa
dagaol neil geu modeungeosi
geudewa hamkke binnaneun geosseul anayo

Do you know how much i think about you
Do you know how much i love you

Enjoy^^

SS3 Malaysia - Full of Passion and Satisfaction

This includes my preparation for SS3 Malaysia and my fan account (Yesung focus). Warning: it's an extremely long one but full of details of course. Consider yourself warned^^

It has been 11 days since SS3 Malaysia and it's hard to recall everything I've done for those few months preparation. However, it's necessary to write things down since this may be my once-in-a-life-time experience. When else I would buy a camera, buy the plane tickets, and fly alone oversea only for watching a concert? I had even prepared since last December right after I knew that there would be SS3 in Malaysia. Malaysia is the nearest and most possible country for me to go since I was studying there for about 1 year plus having holiday there for Idk how many times. My brother is also living there.

Flashback to last year
I don't remember exactly but it seemed that the SS3 schedule came out on last November or December. I had read so many news about the possibility of the 83-lines to go military this year. In my opinion, once the oldest ones are inactive, Super Junior would never hold Super Show anymore. The rest may just go in sub-group activities. Oh yeah they may release new album(s) and still do the promotion but to hold Super Show w/ only 8 or less members left... It's doubtful. Well in other words, SS3 may be the last Super Show I could attend. Since SS2 Malaysia was a deep regret to me (read my last year post) I couldn't pass this chance-I GOTTA GO TO SS3 MALAYSIA.

As I ensured myself, I began planning. First, I needed to make sure I had someone to go with. Tbh, even if there was no friend of me there willing to go, I'd still continue on. What concerned me was how I could buy a ticket if I had nobody to help me there. I contacted some friends whom I went to SS2 with. Unfortunately, they were hesitant. Idk whether they didn't feel satisfied w/ SS2 or they were just not that into Super Junior like how I thought they were when they spazzed about the boys. I didn't blame them though; the ticket was quite expensive and I knew they might need to save up. I tried to contact another friend, a Malaysian; I just had feeling that she still wanted to go again. Well I was right; she agreed to help me getting the ticket while buying for herself, her sister and her friend^^ The official ticket sale would start just a month before the concert so there were still some uncertainties.

Just after I knew that I might go to SS3, I thought about having Yesung-focus fancams. I had watched enough amazing fancams of him in most SS3-taken by his generous fans w/ incredible camera of course-to estimate how to capture his focus. Here I need to underline that I love all 15 members but really, there's no way you can capture everyone. As I could only capture one member, obviously I would go for my favorite. I also thought about other Yesung's fans who couldn't go to SS3 Malaysia. Just like how I feel grateful for having fans capturing his moments in every show, I knew that they might just feel the same way if I could get them his precious moments. I just wanted to contribute in any ways I could for the Clouds' joy.

The Camera
First of all, I needed a camera. A digital camera, not a DSLR one, since I didn't want to spend that much and I doubted if I could hide it from the security. How to persuade my parents to buy one for me then? Well, it was holiday and they planned to have a tour to China. What a coincidence. I persuaded my parents, telling them that we would regret for not capturing the amazing scenery there. I told them that the camera would be theirs; I would just help them taking beautiful pictures. My brother was annoying at first, saying that I didn't know how to use a camera and it might just be a waste of money. He had a DSLR one and I knew he just wouldn't let me borrow it so I made a joke of having his precious camera for the holiday. I guess he realized then that it was better to let me have one and forget about his lol. However, it really thanked to him that I got this Canon Powershot S95. My brother is really picky in choosing stuffs; he may spend a lot of money on something but you know that it's one of the besties. To put his choice on this S95, he did a lot of online research and asking friends' opinions. Though it was quite expensive (about $500 in Singapore then), my brother suggested it to me. Of course he was like telling me that it was costly, that I needed to make sure using and taking care of it heartfully, bla bla. Anyway, my dad approved and you can't imagine how happy I was. Of course I still didn't tell him my true intention. I got that camera just one day before our tour so I was still so awkward in using it. I got a lot from the travel (419 pics in total) and it was worth having.

January 2011
Early on January this year, I came back to Jakarta after holiday. Reading some news about conflicts of SS3 Malaysia scared me to hell. First the organizer changed from Redstar Presents to RITS then the venue clashed w/ an event and it seemed stuck there w/o any progress for few weeks. I asked my friend and she wasn't sure as well. The concert date was also delayed from March 16th to March 19th and I was afraid it would keep changing. To get the cheaper flight, I gotta reserve for few months before but w/ those uncertainties surrounding, I couldn't make a move. I also struggled between telling my parents or just secretly going. Actually I had known that they would very likely disapprove; I understood that the idea of flying oversea for a concert sounded crazy anyway. Still I felt uneasy to just secretly going. How if they, in the worst case, called me precisely that night and found that I was in Malaysia? Gosh they would never ever trust me anymore.

Oh yeah, just a little side note, I received my Bonamana ver A and ver C that month-a representative from SJW gave them to me. Waa I was so happy to finally get them after one month ordering. Sticking that big poster on my room wall then adoring the pics in both albums, my only February wish was SS3 Malaysia got confirmed and I could attend.

February 2011
SS3 Malaysia was still in uncertainty though it was just more than a month away. Having no ticket, I didn't dare to reserve for plane though it would be so much cheaper to reserve then. RITS was still busy after SS3 Singapore and having no confirmation about the show. Feeling disappointed, I just accepted when my friend asked me to go to Far East Movement's Concert in Jakarta on March 15th. Tbh I thought that SS3 Malaysia would likely be delayed or canceled. My own MSC Concert was scheduled to be held on Febuary so March was supposed to be free; well, that was my thought. BUT exactly on that same day, just after I went back from campus, I saw RITS' confirmation for SS3 Malaysia. I was dumbfounded. The concert date would be on March 19th 2011. So, I would be having two concerts in a week. For me, it was crazy enough. Then I got another bad new: MSC Concert was delayed till the third week of March. GREAT. So I would have THREE CONCERTS in a row: 15th, 18th, and 19th. You know, I just began to believe in fate then. How could you explain the delaying of my own concert till it happened in the exactly same week w/ the two other concerts? and how could RITS just confirm right after I bought FEM's ticket? Life was cruel /sobs

Though I got panicked by this condition, reality was reality; I just had to go through them and enjoy; everything would be okay. Start w/ the ticket. I discussed w/ my friend and apparently she was going to the presale on February 19th in Sungei Wang Plaza. I'd rather have Terrace than Moshpitt since I wanted to take good fancams and I had known how excruciating the Moshpitt could be. The seating plan was like this:

We intended to get tickets for L3, L4, L15 or L16. Tbh I was hoping for L3 or L4 since my friend told me Yesung often went to that side (and she's true!!!) See that price-it was even more expensive than last year SS2 moshpitt (RM480) T.T However, it all depended on my friend's effort on that presale day. We were sure that we could get the Terrace though lol. I was struggling about the payment since I didn't really understand about oversea money transfer. Fortunately she suggested using hers first then I could pay her on the concert day. How relieving. We also discussed about how I got there and where I would stay. At first, I was thinking of staying in my brother's home. I thought in case my parents knew, they would agree more of me staying w/ my bro. How to get there from the concert venue? Hm that was quite a problem. I was planning to take taxi but my friend told me the taxi driver could be evil since it would be quite late at night and I would be by myself. I felt uneasy to ask her to escort me though I knew it was the only way. Okay save that for later. I needed plane's tickets, extra camera batteries, memory cards, bla bla.. Okay I should have made a list lol.

So this is my infamous list for SS3 Malaysia:
1. emptying camera
2. buying extra battery and memory cards
3. changing rupiah to RM 1000
4.buying plane ticket (register online, pay online, receive email, print ticket)
5. preparing clothes and stuffs
6. asking friends for accommodation in LV (my friend's dorm)
7. asking Itin (who was going to SS3 w/ me) to escort me back to LV
8. bring some rupiahs
9. go to airport at 06:00am
10. settle things down, fly to Malay, arrive at 11.30am
11. settle things, buy new number
12. take taxi to LV or Bukit Jalil (depends on Itin)
13. arrive, search for SJWorld (tshirt) and MYClouds (flag)
14. search for Itin to get the ticket and queue
15. get in, watch, go back (take fancams and pics)
16. w/ Itin, go back to LV and stay there for a night
17. hv breakfast, at 10:00am take taxi to airport
18. arrive, settle things down, fly
19. arrive at Jakarta at 02:45pm, take taxi back to CBD (home)

For point 3, I just estimated that I would need quite a lot of money. First it would be RM486 for the ticket, RM56 for SJW's shirt and it might be RM15 for MYClouds' donation. I might want to buy some merchandises and then the taxi's fee, some unexpected payments, etc. It was less risky to bring some extra money w/ you since you couldn't predict what could happen there. Well, of course you should have put extra care too.

For point 4, I thought I would fly by AirAsia since it was cheaper. I didn't know that a travel near my dorm selling AirAsia's tickets so I tried the buy online and found that it was impossible because I didn't have credit card. My dad only gave me debit ones. Later he told me to buy ones from that travel. I went there about two weeks before the D-day and apparently the price had gone so high, even higher than other flight. I took Garuda instead and spent like USD $190 for two-ways flight. I remembered a staff asked me why I just had one night there. I said, "Yeah there's an event." LOL

Point 6. After hesitating for so long, finally I asked my friends' permission to spend one night in their room. Of course they welcomed me well^^

Point 7. After getting scolded and advised by my parents, I decided to brace myself and asking her if she could escort me back to LV. Well, actually she was telling me how dangerous to go back alone by taxi so I just took the chance and asked her if her home was in the same direction w/ LV. She then told me that her friend might be able to take me home. OMG that was such good news. One big problem finished.

For point 11, I thought I should have had a new number but since my friend told me that though expensive, I'd better top up like USD $20 to my recent number and use it there, I canceled this step.

For point 12, I was still confused between going directly to the venue or going to my friend's dorm first. I should have been out of airport at 12am and from my experience, the fans would have started queuing there. Going back to the dorm and going to the venue would spend like 2 hours and it wasn't good. But if I went directly to the venue, I would bring w/ me a bag full of snacks and it wouldn't be allowed in. I just hoped there was a saving place like last year. Well, in fact there wasn't lol. Just read my story later.

Okay point 13. I was such a crazy person lol. As if it wasn't difficult enough to maintain the basic stuffs, I ordered a shirt from SJW and a flag from MYClouds. That flag was intended to be waved on Yesung's solo. This is the flag:

The flag was limited edition and to get that, I needed to make a donation. Well actually even if I didn't get the flag, I would still donate. MYClouds is Yesung's Malaysian fansite and they needed money to make a banner outside the venue. Most of other members' fansites would make one(s) for their idol so Yesung should have had one too. Actually I wondered if I could wave the flag while taking fancam of his solo but anyway I'd like to have one. As for the shirt, I made my order on SJW's forum and it was good that I could pay on spot. However, contacting the staffs would be quite troublesome; I was afraid I couldn't find them in the crowds. I had the MYClouds' staff number, but for SJW I didn't.

Tearful Night

Okay, I didn't list up "telling my parents" but actually I should have. It was a quite memorable night when I told them about my plan. First, I said carefully that I was willing to go to a concert in Malaysia. My dad was quite calm and asking me about the detail. Then he advised me to not waste my time and energy since it wasn't holiday. When I refused, he went on fire and raised his sound, as if I was asking to go to a dangerous forest or go clubbing. I didn't know how many times I told him it was just as simple as going to a market; I just flew there, watched concert, then flew down. He just wouldn't understand and gave the phone to my mom. My mom wasn't as hard as my dad but she was like begging me to not go. I really didn't get it; seemed like the idea of flying oversea for a concert was too absurd for them. Since they were in Malaysia w/ my brother, he joined the chaos. He was more understandable though; I got that actually for him, whom I would go w/ and where I would stay were the real problems. I stated that I would find a friend to go w/ and I would stay in his place. Gosh I just made a wrong step; he scolded me for I didn't consider how dangerous it was to take taxi that far to his place. He told me if I went w/ a friend, I should just stayed in a hotel O.O I thought he would consider staying in a hotel was riskier than staying w/ him. Anyway, after so many arguments (I even cried thinking that they would never allow me and how unfair it was), my parents were like sorta "Just do whatever you want" and hung up the phone. I was so emotional; when my bro texted me asking me to cancel my plan, I sent 4 messages to him telling out my feeling. I felt like it was unfair to not giving me chance to go for a concert; I didn't long for iPad, iPhone, or even BB and I was doing good last semester. Although I knew that their reason was more of my safety, I just couldn't accept it; I needed to ensure them till they allowed me. Furthermore, this was my chance of taking flight alone; I was used to let my dad handling everything and this would be my chance of doing all by myself. At the end, my bro said I should have made sure that I had a friend going w/ me. I told him okay though there should have been no problem for going alone. I just thought of finding an ELF online in the best case.

Finding an ELF to go w/ wasn't as easy as I expected. I read that there was a group of ELF going but they would take flight on Friday's night if I wasn't mistaken. LOL looked like I was the only one who went in the last minute. Tbh I preferred going by myself; Idk, I just didn't feel comfortable going w/ someone I didn't know well. Moreover I had planned to stay in my friend's place and I wouldn't want to bring a stranger there. I also had asked my friend who went back and forth Jakarta-KL alone frequently and acc to her, there should have been no problem. Though my parents insisted that I had to go w/ someone, after few days, they didn't argue when I told them I would go alone. It seemed like the situation had cooled down LOL. I told them my overall plan and seemed like I succeeded ensuring them. Thanks God.

As the D-Day came closer, I tried to fulfilling my list. First I gotta emptying my camera and it was quite troublesome since the files just wouldn't copy to my lappie. I even recorded the Barongsai near my dorm only to test the camera quality and how long the battery could stand. I traveled around the nearest mall to buy the memory cards (the total were 5x4GB + my own 8G) and CP to buy an extra battery. I went to Carrefour the day before D-day to find a case to put all cards and battery in. Counting my new year's pocket money, I took about 3 million rupiahs and exchanged it on money changer in the nearest mall to bring home RM1000. After so many useless trials, I visited the travel near my dorm to buy plane tickets. I browsed along the fansites to find any Yesung's projects. On the last day too, I wandered around the mall to find any cloud-related or turtle-related stuffs. I also went like twice or thrice to Carrefour to buy snacks such as Chitato, Indomie, BengBeng, chili sauce, Silverqueen, and my friend's Tolak Angin. While doing so, I had to practice almost everyday for my MSC Concert and catch up w/ school. Gosh such a restless month; I would never forget March 2011.

And guess what? My friend failed to get the Terrace ones lol. Though she was queuing since 6am on the presale day, there were many fans who queued since the night before so the Terrace seats we wanted had gone. At the end she bought Moshpitt B pen 2. When she told me about that, I was kind of O.O so I would be like the last SS2 again, standing for hours and fighting to get into the venue. Well well. What else could I have? But during the show, I was happy she didn't bought Moshpitt A or Moshpitt B pen 1 instead. Yesung's solo was on the middle stage and he came the most to the left side so my place was just the best I could have. Thanks Itin^^

The day before D-Day (18th March 2011)

I arrived home at 7pm and was too tired to packing. I just began picking clothes and stuffs at 10pm. I had decided on wearing a white tank-top w/ a white shirt and a black long pants. Choosing the shoes, I decided to wear shoes w/ 5.5cm insole LMAO. I just bought that shoes in Malaysia because it was more comfortable than high heels. But seriously, walking w/ those for long distance and long time still killed your foot. To reduce the pain, I wore socks. I knew that I was kinda short and there would be many taller ELF there; I needed to be taller to get through their heads plus all the fansigns and lightsticks LOL. I only brought compact powder and a lip gloss; I knew people might put makeup for a concert but for this kind of concert which required you waiting either in burning sun or rain for hours, makeup would just ruin everything. After putting up stuffs, I just recalled my light stick from SS2. As I turned it on, I just realized that one battery disappeared; I really had no idea where it went. Since I didn't have that kind of battery, I just had to buy a new light stick *sigh. I even brought the blue ribbon from SS2 w/ me. Done w/ preparation, I went to sleep around 12pm only to wake up 4 hours later. What a tiring night.

D-Day (19th March 2011)

The alarm rang at 4am. I woke up directly and showered. Well actually I didn't have a deep sleep but I was too excited to be sleepy. I prepared breakfast and put three breads inside my bag in case the plane didn't provide foods. I made sure the electric devices (except refrigerator) were turned off and every door and window was closed. I decided to tie up my hair since I had no time to care about how my hair looked like during concert. Okay, everything was ready. I put up my backpack and held my shoulder bag, locked the door, and went to find a taxi. It was about 6am when I left home. The flight would be at 8:45am so I didn't need to rush. It's always better to have extra time waiting in airport 'cause you just don't know whether things are going smoothly or not.

Here We Go SS3 Malaysia!!!

The taxi took about half hour to airport, thanks to my dorm's strategic location. I arrived there at 6:30am and found the gate. However, on the board, my flight's status was written as GC (gate closed?) till about 7am and I was wondering whether I should have asked someone or just waited there. I decided to ask a staff. Well, apparently I was allowed to enter even though the status was still GC. Thanks God I asked because I guess I would be left out if I kept waiting for the status to change. Moreover, there were so many Muslims in tours and I gotta queue for about 15 minutes before getting in. After check-in, since I didn't have any baggage I just queued on immigration. A guy behind me borrowed my pen to fill in the form. While doing so, I heard the announcement that the passengers of my flight were allowed to get in the plane. OMG why so fast? It was still 8:15am but the queue line was quite long; I was afraid I couldn't make it on time. The guy behind me apparently was going on the same plane w/ me, and he tried to search for the fast line; I just followed him. Fortunately the staff opened a line for us. LOL I was grateful that I met this guy. Oh yeah, I met an ELF there. At first I didn't know, but later on I saw her SuJu's shirt. She was asking the staff about something but since I was rushing, I didn't talk to her.

Okay back to the immigration. After successfully getting in, I chatted while walking w/ that guy. He was going there to open a cafe, and when he asked about me, I answered honestly. I thought he was going to laugh at me but LOL no, he just said that he didn't follow K-pop but he knew about SuJu. We got in plane and sit in different route. Garuda is very nice; you got fabulous meals (chicken fried rice, a bread w/ the jam, a pudding, some fruits). Also you could ask for beverage(s) whenever you asked and you could play game or listen to music through your private touch screen. The steward(ess) also provided you w/ blanket whenever you needed. It was far better than AirAsia LOL. I sit next to a mother w/ her son; it seemed she's Malaysian but she spoke Bahasa Indonesia fluently ._.

Anyway I just enjoyed my 2 hours flight and arrived in KLIA around 11:45am Malaysia time (it's 1 hour faster than West Indonesia time). That guy walked w/ me to the immigration which was quite far. Just then we knew each other's name LMAO. His name is Felix and he's from Bandung; his brother and sister were there to pick him. After the immigration, we separated and I searched for taxi. It wasn't hard to find but the taxi to Bukit Jalil was quite expensive-RM 73.80 for about one hour ride. When I was about half way to the venue, the rain poured down quite heavily. I was like "Omg Teuki, you're so true. Every time you hold SS3 it's always raining." I was praying that it wasn't raining at the venue since I didn't bring umbrella. Hell yeah, who would bring an umbrella to watch concert oversea LOL. Furthermore, around this month last year, we were queuing in the hot burning sun for SS2. Oh well.

These are the pics outside the venue:

Around 12:30am I arrived at the venue. Everything looked familiar; nothing really changed since last year. From far away, I could see so many cars parking inside the venue. Considering there weren't any other events, they had to be there for SS3. The taxi driver drove me into the wrong entrance; it was the sport stadium. Fortunately he knew how to turn around and dropped me at the right entrance. There had been so many girls w/ blue shirt everywhere. It wasn't raining; indeed the sun was shining and I felt quite hot. Well I admitted that I felt awkward having a backpack and a shoulder bag; my self-consciousness level was high LOL. The worst thing was I couldn't contact my friend. I texted her even when I was still in airport but she just wouldn't reply. I tried to call her; she didn't pick up and the operator was talking for 2 secs which cost me USD $0.75!!! Okay stop calling her; I would just wander around to see any merchandises w/ my awkward look. There had been long line extending from every entrance though; the girls were sitting and when I walked pass by, it seemed they turned their guard on LOL.

See that little crowd there? They were looking for the pictures of the boys someone selling on the floor. Not long after, the security came and asked for the letter of permission. Apparently she was an illegal seller, and the security asked her to leave. Idk how much money she had got in that short time. Poor woman.

I visited some stands for a lightstick and merchandises. There was a stand w/ a man speaking Korean selling lightsticks and keychains he said originally from Korea; I guess he was Korean. The lightsticks varied in price; the one w/ a member name was RM40, the long one was RM30 and the shortest was RM20 if I'm not mistaken. I had bought the long one last year so I just went for the shortest one. The differences were just the size and the long one's ability to blink; they were all pretty sapphire blue lightstick anyway. I almost bought a Yesung's phone strap w/ his name on it, but it seemed fragile; I didn't use phone strap anyway. I left for another stand selling the pins w/ the boys' face printed on them. My friends were Donghae, Siwon, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, and Shindong biased; one of my close friend just knew Leeteuk out of SuJu. I decided to buy the pins for them. One pin was RM3 or RM5 and I bought like 11 pins: 3 Hae, 2 Siwon, 1 Leeteuk, 1 Sungmin, 1 Eunhyuk, 1 Shindong, 1 Yesung, and 1 Super Junior. Leeteuk's one was the hardest to find; Idk why the seller didn't want to take out all her pins. I was like asking her for Leeteuk's and he just said it was there. At the end I bought the white and black version of Leeteuk. I had bought one Siwon's when I found another more beautiful one so I just bought it again LOL. As for Yesung, I bought the blue one w/ his name in Hangul written on it; Idk, for me it looked nicer. The Super Junior one having SUPER JUNIOR and ELF on it.

Okay done w/ merchandises. I recalled that I should have met the staff from MYClouds and SJW. Actually I saw the banner of MYClouds already:

But I just didn't know which staff were taking care of the flags. I texted the staff and apparently she was standing close to me LOL. Fortunately there was still flag for me; I donated RM15 and then I realized I didn't have a stick for this flag. Well I would just think about this later.

I walked around and this time saw two banners from 4YESUNG. One of them is here:

I knew they would sell the towel but I hesitated 'cause I didn't see any towels there. I should have been asking but well.. I didn't. Later on I asked the staff and she said it was sold out already T.T

Well I just had to find SJW then. I walked everywhere and couldn't find anything indicating SJW. Fortunately, I saw a girl w/ SJW shirt and I asked her where I could get it. She was so kind; she brought me to SJW stand which was at the corner far away from the crowd. Well no wonder I didn't see them. The staff then asked for my name and I purchased the shirt. Now how would I change? The toilet was nowhere to see and the staff I asked also didn't know. Well well. I would just change outside then. I walked to the side of the venue far from the crowd. There were two girls sitting there but I didn't care. I just took off my shirt (I wore a tank top inside) and put on the blue SJW shirt. The shirt was quite big for me and I gotta put the lower part inside my pants LMAO. Now that I was wearing a blue shirt, I didn't feel so alienated anymore. However those big bags still made me looked awkward.

I walked around while texting my friend; apparently she decided to come at 3pm /sigh. I didn't know what I should have done. Oh yeah I saw a long line and I was panicked thinking that the queuing had begun LOL. No, the people were lining for having the fansigns of all members for free. They could get like 7 or 8 banners of all members at once rather than having one by one. I heard that the fans did this because ELF are supposed to support all the boys, not just a particular member. Hmm makes sense. However, I was still busy searching for SJW and where to change my cloth that I couldn't join in. Later on they had been given out T.T I just collected the fansigns one by one then along w/ the mini cards. I got Shindong, Heechul, Yesung, Siwon's Bday, and Donghae fansigns. As for mini cards, I had Yesung, Shindong, KyuMin, 2 Heechul, and one tomato Wookie. I also had three Yesung's fansigns from 4YESUNG which were intended to show up during his solo. While walking around, I saw many banners too. Since I gotta save up my battery, I just took Yesung's ones. Every single member got at least one banner though for Yesung, I had seen three already LOL. There were also banners for Henry and Zhoumi^^

As 6pm came closer, I began finding place to save up the snacks. I asked like two or three staffs and they didn't know anything. I was worried; how if they just asked me to leave it outside? I didn't want to lose my bag. And then it began raining again. Gosh, the fans were all standing and getting closer to the gate but how could I even queue? I was standing there hopelessly.

At this time, my friend texted me that she had arrived and asked me where I was. I was like "OMG don't let your car go away please!!! I need to put my bag in!!!" but clueless where she was. Few minutes later, she came running and took me to meet her friend and her sister. They brought two umbrellas and suddenly there were people selling plastic raincoats LOL. We all bought and wore it; my bag just wouldn't fit in. Oh yeah before that, I told her that I needed place for my bag and you just don't know how happy I was when she told me she had her car there. We walked to her car and walked back w/ one umbrella; my bag w/ all stuffs inside were wet. I tried to keep it inside my raincoat but apparently it was too much; the raincoat ripped off. The water came inside and the fansigns were getting wet. Oh well. I just used my arm to close it down and waited for the rain to stop. Standing there waiting wasn't as simple as it seemed. You couldn't move a lot and sometimes when people gave out fansigns you would get pushed away. The 5.5cm insole worsened my poor condition; it felt like my legs were cramp and they could loosen up anytime soon.

We stood there while eating snacks. My friends were eating Subway's and I ate my bread. I remembered my friend's sister said that we looked like beggars w/ expensive meals ROFL. I only ate one bread and left the rest inside my backpack. Eventually, the rain began to stop till we didn't need umbrella anymore. I still wore my raincoat to avoid extensive checking since I just put my camera inside my pants' pocket.

At 4pm, it felt so hot already. The gate should have opened at 4pm but it wouldn't. At first the fans remained calm. I chatted w/ my friends and kept getting fansigns. There was a fan dressing as Heechul in red cheongsam LMAO hilarious. She had black long hair and even held an wooden umbrella. I saw a fanboy who looked so much like Ryeowook. There was even a mother w/ his little daughter there, and she dressed her daughter in blue LOL. My friend made a cute beansprout for Eunhyuk and it was so soft and nice to hug.

The chaos began when there were some moving figures inside the venue. My friend told me that they were the boys. WOW at first I didn't believe since from my POV, I couldn't see anything. But the fans kept screaming and waving the fansigns while my friend pointed out some points inside the venue. I heard them rehearsing before so they should have been inside but still.. WTH they were doing, walking near the windows like that. Teasing fans? Possibly. My friend was like "See, it's Leeteuk!!" and I was like "Huh? I couldn't see anything ==" However I screamed too then realized that I should have saved up my voice for later. The fans kept screaming for few times and stopped because the securities were coming to the gate; it could open anytime soon now. We lingered each other's arm to avoid getting separated. We stood at the side so we gotta move to the middle. I got ready by drinking much water and inhaling much fresh air LOL.

Finally around 5pm, the gates opened. My friend kept pulling me forward and I pulled her sister. Though the chaos was better than last year, it was still suffocating. Just a step before the gate, someone put herself in the middle of me and my friend. My friend was like "Can you feel your arm?" and I was afraid I couldn't LOL. I got pushed away but I wouldn't let go. Fortunately the security saw that and asked that girl to give way to me. We got inside the venue and the security wanted to check my bag. Struggling w/ the raincoat, I didn't realize my bracelet was loosened up. While we ran in, the staff called me and gave it back. Thanks God. They didn't check my pocket though LOL and seeing Yesung's very high quality pics later, I assumed that the fans successfully got the DSLR in too.

The venue was quite full when we got in. My friend immediately took the corner side and I was wondering whether we could get the best view there. I just knew that they would perform Sorry Sorry and All My Heart on the middle stage. Well, at least I knew where Yesung would stand during his solo, and the corner wasn't good position. However acc to my friend, we had bigger chance to shake hands w/ them by standing on the side. Hmm okay, I just hoped that I could move closer to the middle stage later.

I guess most fans were tired so they just sit on the floor. We also sit and I used the time to arrange things inside my messed up bag. My friends rolled the fansigns and sticked them on the hole on the fences LOL what a nice idea. I knew I would take fancams most of the times that I wouldn't use the fansigns except for Yesung's flag. I used my pen as the stick and rolled the flag around it. It was so unstable that I was afraid I would lose the flag instead. Sticking it inside my pocket and putting the lightstick on my neck, I began unloading my camera and the precious case. I put the battery and the 8GB memory card in then took few pictures before turning it off; I was so afraid of using much power LMAO. After having the camera ready and the case inside my pocket, I discussed w/ my friends about the fans project. We were supposed to sing Marry U and Shining Star during Encore. Also we had fanchants for Perfection and Yesung's solo. I would take fancams all the time and I couldn't ruin the fancams by shoting fanchant all along LOL. As for Yesung's solo, I didn't know if I could resist singing but in any cases, I had memorized the lyrics long enough so there was no problem.

We were taking pics holding fansigns. I am the one holding Yesung's fansign LOL

The screen showed up some advertisements till 6pm. Just then, the MCs came out and the fans screamed. They were Malaysian and they talked for few minutes, teasing ELF about SuJu. Fans begun lightening up their lightstick. Oh yeah, just before the MCs came out, the fans were doing something like "fansigns war" LOL. So the terrace ones on one side would hold the same fansign and scream the member's name. Then the moshpitt ones would hold other fansigns and shout other member's name too. Haha I preferred saving up my voice for later. When the MCs came out, all fans put the fansigns on their laps and got ready to hold one. I lightened my lightstick but it just hung on my neck anyway.

The MCs finished talking and went inside. The screen was showing the big golden "SUPER SHOW 3" and fans screamed again. It was for few minutes before the light went out and of course fans were screaming again, this time w/ more power. When I looked around, the Blue Ocean was so beautiful. I couldn't capture that moment though; I gotta save up my battery ;___;

Opening VCR

Dark screen for few secs. I turned on the camera and was ready to record, wishing that it would just come out faster. However I forgot to set it to HD T.T

Wait wait wait... Suddenly the VCR played and I just clicked the button and positioned myself. It was so crowded thought the moshpitt wasn't full. Too many hands, fansigns, and lightsticks. I felt so weird, like unreal since on the last SS2, I gotta wait longer for the real show. I was like "OMG the concert is really going on now!!! OMG!!!"

The VCR showed up Seoul in night w/ the beautiful buildings and the song Yoo Youngjin sang played at the background. The sky was then filled w/ a white shining ring and the shiny little balls were flying through the buildings and the roads. On one road w/ the fast-forwarded traffic, the shiny balls formed a feet which step on the road. That feet apparently belonged to a member (my fancam didn't capture him clearly), and the other members started showing up wearing all black and some wore the cape. They were as tall as the buildings and walking through them. After all members appeared one by one, the screen showed them walking together w/ the buildings at the background. They then disappeared and the screen introduced each member w/ the name written on. Fans were screaming on each member. The VCR ended w/ all members standing and that big SUPER SHOW 3. Then the screen went dark again; fans screamed so frantically.

Sorry Sorry Remix

After 2 seconds darkness, the green lights were on and so was the middle stage. That green shining round things (Idk how to say it; you should have known if you watched the fancam) hid the boys from our sight. Suddenly something white flew up from inside the things and we were all screaming. That was Donghae. He flew up slowly and stopped about 8 or 9 meters from the ground. Then the upper thing lifted up. After few seconds, Hae slowly came down till he disappeared again. Just when he came on the floor, the second thing lifted up too and showed all boys inside. ELF were like screaming their lungs out and jumping, holding everything they had. I almost couldn't hold the camera properly while moving closer to the middle stage. While the members were spinning, I resumed recording while searching for Yesung. Too many fans holding the camera too, made it extremely hard. Finally my cam caught him kneeling there spinning. Gosh he was so real, so handsome!! It was kinda different to see him in person. Though he looked almost the same, if not better, w/ the pics and fancams but seeing him live and moving in front of you was just amazing. Finally they stood up when "Sorry sorry sorry sorry~" and the stage spun again when "Kajimara kajimara geunyeoneun wiheomhae". Right at "Geunyeo-ege geunyeo-ege naega meonjo kobaekhae" they walked to their position. Really, really grateful that Yesung's position was on the left corner, next and facing to my moshpitt. I couldn't go back to the corner but still it was better than if he went to the other side. He was dancing there until part before the chorus, in which he went back to the middle to dance w/ the others. It was hard to take again because everyone just wanted to record the same target. I should have got his "Marhaebwa" but the fans in front of me were holding fansigns and a sun flower(?)and blocking him totally from my sight. I also missed his dance w/ Siwon. During the chorus I got him but after the dance break, they all just went back to the 1st stage. I was like "NOOOO DON'T GOOO!!!" since my cam couldn't zoom all the way there. Plus they had like the iron structures everywhere and from my position, he was dancing behind the structure. As the result, the end of Sorry Sorry fancam was not good. I should have just recorded the screen but it was my 1st fancam and I was still hoping to get focus on Yesung. However the ending was messed up lol. You can watch my fancam here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8d5QgAVQimo

Super Girl Remix (Korean)

They performed this on the 1st stage T.T I tried for few times but my cam really couldn't zoom that far clearly; I might got only the moving figures. I had set it to HD though. I decided to record the big screen then thus, there was no Yesung focus for Super Girl. Though they went to the middle stage at the ending part, my fancam apparently didn't on its best focus so his face was blur. I browsed few days after and found a very nice Yesung focus fancam of this song lol. His fans were everywhere.

Don't Don Remix

For this one, I can assure you that I had got an awesome fancam. He was standing on the left corner again!!! lol and this time I was closer to the corner. Actually it was not even 5 meters between me and him so for the first time I could see him standing in front of me very clearly. He was so gorgeous ;v; and tall. His skin was so nice and his body shape was proportional. I love his bronze styled hair so much >< I didn't take a look at his small hands though but the sleeves were a bit too long for him; about half of his palms was hidden (cute). He was so serious during this song; there was no even single smile. But he was so sexy w/ all the expression and gesture he made. Okay so it seemed the stage went dark after Super Girl and they walked to their position. I started recording right after he came to stand there so it was full. However at the beginning Ryeowook stood in front of him so I was like recording Ryeowook instead lol. When they began dancing, the fans screamed so loudly that I couldn't listen to the song anymore. Finally Ryeowook went aside and I got full dancing Yesung right in front of me. Oh God it was hot, moreover the hip thrust lmao. He looked at my cam direction while dancing but I didn't know if he realized I was focusing on him. He was screaming "Byunhaji anhne" (which was originally Heechul's) w/ that fierce expression, standing while others were lowing down. Ah awesome. After that he went to the 3rd stage and I just got his back but still, dancing Yesung is cool from every side. They were dancing and the fireworks sprayed for 4 times. Then Leeteuk sang, Sungmin sang, and finally his turn. Still got his back. When TRAX performed, he walked back to the middle stage and did some dancing there. BUT when TRAX began to rock, he was like running so fast that I lost him. As an amateur, I searched for him through my cam LMAO I should have used my eyes instead and covered the lens so it wouldn't record messily. Anyway when TRAX finished their part, Yesung appeared from the left corner (so he was there for the whole time? how regretful T.T) to the middle stage and danced. There I got my clear fancam back again and he was still so fierce though he seemed a bit tired. Really, this is my most favorite fancam ever^^ watch it here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqFGGfBV6BE

No Other + VCR

The VCR began w/ the scene of Leeteuk and Sungmin blowing the blue balloons for a little girl. While they were blowing, the blue color started filling the screen. Unfortunately, they failed. But when they looked at that smiling girl, they tried to blow once again. That little girl was so cute. This time they succeeded. The balloons kept getting bigger and I realized "ELF" was written on them. Bigger, bigger, and bigger till they covered the whole screen. Then "Ting!!" and the screen became white. The lights went dim and everyone screamed. As No Other played, the lights showed the boys coming up to the stage again. A member shouted something. My cam caught Hae and then Yesung following behind him. At the back of Yesung was Kyu. They went to their position and yeah this time Yesung stood in front of me. Well not exactly in front but at least he was still recordable. He was sweating a lot. Hae then came to him and hugged him while jumping. LOL Hae was so excited while Yesung wore the tortured expression. But later on he also smiled. He sang his part and moved back to his position again. Idk what hit him but when Hae sang his part (and have EunHae moment) he went to EunHae, hugged Eunhyuk, and dragged him away from Hae. The fans screamed and Hae gave his hand to Eunhyuk who held it tightly lol. Yesung was really anti-Eunhae. But after that he just stopped hugging and walked away like nothing happened lol. During the chorus he did some dancing and singing. My cam got his smiling face^^ I just realized they cut short the song when Eunhyuk started rapping. During the rap, Yesung just stood there and looked at the Terrace audience. It seemed he was confused of something there but I had no idea. On Kyu's part, the stage began spinning. Kyu's adlibs was so beautiful ;__; Yesung went out from my sight and at that time Leeteuk and Sungmin flew up w/ the balloons and confetti. They were too beautiful to miss. Leeteuk was obviously enjoying his time up there lol. He wore his silly smile and moved his arms and legs like a bird. They then flew higher to different directions. I focused my cam on Leeteuk. He looked so happy and still waved his arms like a big bird LMAO. I can't stand how adorable he was. When Yesung spun to my side again, I focused on him just for few secs since he spun to the other side again. The flying blue confetti was damn beautiful that I wished I could take pic of the whole venue. As the song ended, I got Ryeowook and Siwon then went to the screen to get Yesung's wave. To me, this stage was the most beautiful stage of all. Watch my fancam here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRZyVbc5l5Y

Self Intro
As usual, the VCR introduced every member w/ their own costumes. I didn't record the VCR since I gotta save up the power. I also couldn't see clearly how each member came out. I just began recording when Siwon wore the red cape on Yesung's neck. At first he wore it like the barber wearing fabric on the costumer LMAO. Then Yesung said something to him, and he rearranged the cape to Yesung's back; now he looked like a Superman. He spent like 15 seconds wearing it on Yesung and Heechul was standing in black shade looking at them like "WTH are you two doing." LOL. Heechul was so feminine; even his standing attitude looked so elegant. His right arm bent in front of his chest and his left hand was touching the right part of his face. After Yesung done w/ his cape, he looked at Heechul and touched his face. Heechul then replied by touching Yesung's face too. Yesung then touched the scar on Heenim's face I guess, and he was like moving away, still w/ that feminine attitude. Shindong was saying something like "Hacakacahahacakaca..." (?) and the girl near me laughed though I didn't get his joke. Yesung said something then someone mentioned "Confession!" twice. Eunhyuk said "Stop.. Stop stop." I guessed Leeteuk was the one saying "Lets go, music!!" then. Watch my fancam here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tan1FMNHZNg


Confession
Eunhyuk started his part while holding hand w/ Hae and Yesung squatted between them w/ his red cape. Shindong made the teasing sound like "Aa~aw" lol. When Ryeowook started singing, Yesung stood up. Siwon touched Hae's chest and when Yesung did it too, Siwon pushed him away lol so mean. Siwon then went to touch Hyuk and something passed on my camera. When it focused again, Yesung was touching Hyuk's chest. During the chorus, Yesung jumped twice w/ his red cape flying behind. I guessed he tried to be Super Yesungie LOL. At the 1st jump Hae was laughing at him so I guessed he tried to get everyone's attention by jumping the 2nd time. Poor him, no one was paying attention. He then walked to the left side w/ Siwon and Kyu and passed in front of me. Near the middle stage, he ran. I didn't expect that so I lost him for few secs. Apparently he was collecting the blue confetti from the floor and threw them at other member LOL. Like a child. After that he walked to the right side and since the fans around me suddenly screamed and pushed me (should be one member came so close to my side) I couldn't focus the cam. Thanks God that he wore that red cape so I could track him more easily. He was running to the third stage and jumped again twice (in attempt to fly, maybe) and now came closer to my side. However he just wandered around there till the song ended. The fancam of this is included in the Intro's fancam above.

Good Person
Still w/ that red cape, Yesung walked from the third stage to the left side, facing the Terrace area (I guess it should have been L4 or L5). He just stood there as if he was letting the fans there taking pics and fancams of him and yeah, obviously there were many camera clicking and recording there. I envy them T.T I just wished there were fans w/ DSLR taking pics of him so later I could see more than his red back. He waved to the fans during chorus and I saw a girl waving his fansign behind so eagerly. I guess he saw at least one of the fansigns because honestly, wherever my cam recording him, there was always at least one fansign of him. After the chorus, he walked passing me and though my cam was quite shaking, I got his close-up smiling face. I saw his growing black hair below his bronze hair LMAO. He then lowed down only to collect the confetti and threw them to the fans. Walking till the L6 or L7 area, he stood there again and waved to the fans. During chorus, he pointed his mic toward the fans but he didn't sing; he only did some shouting encouraging fans. After the chorus, he suddenly looked and walked to the middle stage as if he knew that was time for bullying LOL. One more Super Yesungie's jump and he arrived there. Hae was behind him and Leeteuk walked from his right smiling. When he began singing, they pointed their mics toward his mouth. Shindong came from his back and Sungmin and Siwon came to his front. Sungmin was carrying the cute white rabbit doll. Kyu appeared from nowhere and they all pointed their mic on him LMAO. Idk who caused it but there was a pause before he reached the high note lol. They all went away smiling but Kyu dragged Yesung w/ him for awhile till Yesung walked away smiling. He looked so happy. After that he just stood on the third stage and sang his adlibs till the song ended. The fancam is here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n0vlOwmktAs

Rokkugo
As there was no Yesung, I didn't take fancam of this thus it's quite hard for me to recall the moment. They all wore the same white outfits as before. Heechul still wore his black shades. They sang on the middle stage. One hilarious moment was when Sungmin and Leeteuk (if I'm not mistaken) laid on the floor and Eunhyuk joined them. Heechul then just bumped on them LMAO. The stage was definitely a playground for them^^

One Fine Spring Day (Ryeowook solo)
Ryeowook and Sungmin were sitting on the middle spinning stage. Sungmin played guitar while Ryeowook singing and they looked so real and handsome. Ryeowook wore all white and a blue scarf. Sungmin was wearing a white shirt w/ black pants and black vest. This song, like always, was beautiful^^

New Endless Love (Kyu solo)
Kyu was singing on the first stage but later on he walked through the middle stage to the third stage. I tried to take pic of him but he was walking so fast. Only got his back but w/ the background of ELF, it was beautiful. Kyu was wearing all black which looked perfect w/ his fair skin.

I Wanna Love You (Eunhyuk + Donghae)
I recorded a fancam of this but not a complete one. Actually I was struggling whether I should have taken this one since my friend was a big fan of Hae. Well I decided to take this only after the song went about half way lol. Hyuk and Hae were dancing w/ a sexy girl. From my fancam, I began when Hae danced w/ the girl. He looked hot. He then walked to the middle stage while rapping. Later on the girl w/ Hyuk came there too and I was distracted by the sexy Hyuk; he only wore the black singlet and looked so hot lol. Hae also wore all black. The song ended w/ Hae and Hyuk standing w/ the girl in between. Here is the fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=45XOU44ivco

Kiss Goodbye (Leeteuk Solo) (Chinese)
Leeteuk was singing while playing piano. I had only pic of the screen here since he performed on the 1st stage. He was smiling all the way lol. I couldn't see him and he just sit there so there's not much I can write about this.

Looking for the Day (Siwon Solo)
Siwon was wearing a black shirt and white pants. When he came to the middle stage w/ the white light shining him from behind, he looked much like an angel. Even his song sounded so religious too (though Idk what it was about). Our Shisus^^

Baby (Henry Solo)
I'm not kidding; this one had the loudest fanchant of all. Well maybe except for Yesung's solo. I guess it was because most people were already familiar w/ this song, moreover it was easier to sing 'cause it's in English. Henry was wearing white shirt at first and playing piano. He looked so cute. After the mellow opening, he went to the middle stage and put on that red infamous jacket. He then sang while dancing w/ two back dancers. To me, he still looked cute when dancing^^

If You Leave (Sungmin Solo)
One more performance on the 1st stage T.T I could only look at the screen to see Sungmin dancing w/ a girl. Wow I could really see the other side of him. Usually he just acted all cute and adorable. Here, wearing a sleeveless black shirt and black pants, he danced w/ the fierce and sexy expression plus the seductive gesture. It was regretful that I couldn't see him clearly.

Down (Eunhyuk Solo)
Hmm I didn't remember much about this. Sure, he was so cool w/ all black outfits and black shades. No question about his dance too. He was moving very fast that taking pic of him became extremely hard. Plus from my POV he danced much behind the steel structure so I could only take one pic of him. Still he looked so hot in it.

Ttok Ttok Ttok + VCR
All I remembered from the VCR was Shindong as the badass, and the rest got attacked by him then transformed into heroes to beat him out. Super Junior T appeared wearing colorful glittering outfits; Green Sungmin, White Hyuk, Yellow Shindong (w/ black ribbon on his hair), Red Heechul, Blue Hae and Silver Teuk. This song was cute lol. I didn't mean anything bad but it was quite unusual to see teens cheering for a trot song. I meant usually you wouldn't hear any trot songs in a concert like this. Furthermore the young people nowadays seldom listen to trot; this song was more like my parents' favorite. BUT again, this is Super Junior who can make every kind of song sounds nice and acceptable. However if some strangers watched this, they might feel weird seeing how teens singing to the trot song. Idk, it was just my opinion^^

You & I
Yay Yesung's back!! lol. All members changed outfits; Yesung was wearing a red shirt w/ jeans. He looked so casual. I took fancam of this few secs after the song started but he just stood on the 1st stage w/o doing anything. Kyu then came to him and did something w/ his hand; I couldn't see clearly 'cause the annoying steel structure. When he sang his part, I went to the big screen; it was much clearer than recording directly. And then, like usual, he and Hae went into fanboy mode and knelt down watching Hyuk's dancing LOL. He was so excited being a fanboy. At the end of his dance, Hyuk did the ballerina spinning move and Yesung just looked at him. Later on Hyuk got his head poked by both Hae and Yesung lol. They then formed SuJu's train and started walking around the stage. At the front was either Leeteuk or Heechul, then Sungmin, Ryeowook, Siwon, Kyu, Yesung, Shindong, Hae and Hyuk respectively. At the corner Yesung held Kyu's shoulder to move him to the right direction lol. Leeteuk then shouted "Hello Malaysia!!" and fans screamed louder. Yesung was all smiley when he passed my side on the way to the 1st stage and the song ended when they all arrived there. The fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVz9V53g7W0

Song For You
The first thing Yesung did was hugging Siwon lol. Actually it was Siwon hugging him first. He walked to the middle stage then to the right side in which he collected the blue confetti and blew them again, this time to the empty air lol. He surely loved the confetti. He then took something like a fan and gave it to Siwon. Siwon used it like a sword lol but I guess he then gave it to fans. Yesung was such a kid; he looked everywhere for a new toy. Later he found a blue masquerade mask and wore it in front of the fans; they all laughed at him. He sang his part wearing that mask (which looked good on him btw) then ran to Hae; I guessed he was showing off his mask to his Jjokkeumani who was wearing a pirate hat. Poor him; Hae pointed away, asking him to go. He pushed Hae's chest but Hae still asked him to go. This time he touched Hae's face and Hae did some hand gesture, still asking him to go away. Poor boy then walked away lol. He walked back to the place where he found his mask and just stood there singing. Idk why, but I really liked his "Saranghaeyo youngwonhi~" Idk what hit me but suddenly I lost him though he still stood on the same spot lol retarded me. But at least at the end I got his cute Saranghae sign to the fans. The fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvuQQvUvTrI

Ms. Chic (Zhou Mi solo)
Zhoumi was dancing on the middle stage if I'm not mistaken. He was wearing all black and looked so sexy and tall. I don't remember much of this; I only knew he was so good at dancing and singing here (yeah of course we already know lol).

Shake It Up! Remix + VCR
They again performed on the 1st stage T.T The VCR showed the members (Yesung, Leeteuk, Shindong, Hae, and Sungmin) fighting w/ mafia(?) lol. It was quite nice and Yesung was so sexy in that black coat >< I almost didn't recognize him for he looked much like Leeteuk there. His dangerous smirk looked so sexy though I couldn't imagine him really fighting (haha). When five of them appeared on VCR (Yesung was the middle one) I thought Yesung was Leeteuk. Then I saw the right one and was like "No way! It's Leeteuk!" I searched for Yesung and found that he was the middle one. God he looked so different. I didn't take the VCR and used few secs to focus my camera (I didn't want to repeat the same mistake). Of course it was maximal zoom and the quality wasn't very good but at least I got his dance at the end. You know, the part of him dancing w/ Hae then dancing at the center w/ other members surrounding him; it was damn cool. I know he wasn't good at dancing in the past but sure he had worked hard on it. He got more center position than ever now. Oh yeah, during one of his parts, he made the "peace" sign lol. And there was part where they all posed still. It seemed he made a joke w/ Shindong 'cause they were smiling. Their face all looked white in my fancam lol but the dance move looked good. The fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8g4ToDyvUU

Twins (Knock Out) Remix
1st stage again, and maximal zoom again. Their face looked white again lol but like the previous one, their dance moves were still nice to watch. I focused on Yesung but from my POV, he danced behind the big lighting stuff and the steel structure most of the time. What I love the most from this remix is the break dance part because the beat is nice, the wave motion is cool, and Yesung's part at the center (screaming "Yeah yeah yeah yeah~!!") is simply sexy. My other fav is Yesung's "Get you get you out of my life~~" He did those parts very well and I enjoyed watching him through my cam^^ Fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yff_Uel4oC0

Hate U, Love U
LOL sorry to disappoint you but yeah it was all 1st stage performance again. They all sit on the stairs singing and I had no idea why from my place, Yesung always danced or sit right behind the steel structure. Seemed like I chose the wrong place to stand but moving away was so hard; everyone seemed already have their fixed position and I felt uneasy to squeeze in between. However I tried my best to get him out of the steel structure lol and it looked better later. Fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2F5uj0PAm0

In My Dream
It was 1st stage performance and at the beginning Yesung sit behind that structure again. But thankfully later he stood and walked to the left side so I could record him. I missed his first part though 'cause when he begun singing, the fans around me were excited and pushing me away while holding their fansigns high in front of my cam T.T Fortunately for the rest of the song there wasn't any more disturbances. KRYSD's voice was unquestionably nice. Near the ending, Yesung walked to the middle and stood w/ Donghae and Ryeowook. His adlibs at the end was beautiful. Fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utUB0zwNYEA

Rinaldo (Kangin Tribute)
The second most-beautiful stage to me. I knew that they would pretend playing music instruments but had no idea how Kangin would appear. I thought he would only be in VCR or something so at first I focused on the screen. Oh yeah I heard some fans shouting "Kim Jongwoon" instead of "Kim Youngwoon" LMAO. Ryeowook was the first appearing; he played piano. Hae then appeared but played nothing; he just sit there and smiled; fans went crazy of course. The projector (?) showed us the white Kangin. Well Idk why, I just felt that the big Kangin was funny; he looked disproportional compared w/ the members. Anyway, Kangin appeared, Hae looked at him and almost touched his hand but he disappeared. The next was Yesung playing cello (I guess) and it sounded so beautiful that I wished he really played it. These two who have almost same name were on stage. Kangin took a step forward and Yesung looked at him then resumed playing. Kyu was playing flute and Kangin knelt next to him (again looked so much bigger) almost touching him. Sungmin played trumpet (Idk it looked like it) and Kangin appeared standing next to him, almost touching him. Next was Kangin playing violin and Idk why they made two Kangin on the stage; it looked a bit weird. After Kangin finished playing, the screen showed all members playing violin along w/ Kangin, all in white outfits. They looked so angelic. I could see Kyu and Leeteuk at the 2nd row, and Kangin, Yesung, and Eunhyuk at the first row. After that I just recorded Yesung directly; he was sitting next to the standing Siwon and both of them played the imaginary violin-all members were. They then stopped and Ryeowook played piano alone if I'm not mistaken. Right when they played again, the white confetti showered us from above; all fans screamed. I did too lol 'cause it was so heart-touching and beautiful. My camera had the confetti too. At this time, Yesung was looking at Siwon frequently. Watching this fancam later, I just realized that Siwon's gesture wasn't synchronized lol. He should have moved the imaginary bow to the opposite direction only when the note changed but there he moved it back and forth even though they still played the same note. Sorry but I learned violin and couldn't help but see this little mistake lol. Yesung, instead, played like a real violinist; on the VCR he even closed his eyes while playing. They played till the song ended. Fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSfh2gsSSS4

VCR (A Song To ELF)
I didn't record the VCR. They were like staying in their dorm and doing their own activities: Leeteuk cleaning his camera, Ryeowook listening songs from his iPhone, Sungmin playing guitar and Kyu learning from him, Yesung and Shindong playing PS, Hae eating cereal and Heechul drinking milk, Eunhyuk building up his arm muscle lol, and Siwon reading book. A basketball rolled from nowhere and stopped at Siwon's foot. Siwon took it and got idea of playing basketball. He threw the ball to Eunhyuk and asked him to go out. Hae and Heechul were distracted and went out too. At the end all members came out and played so cheerfully like children w/o burden. The VCR ended w/ they all laid on the floor, exhausted but happy. Well I just knew that the song played at the background was Super Junior's song for ELF. It's a nice song and Yoo Youngjin brings it out very well.

All My Heart
Yesung's adlibs at the beginning was the best it could be. They then walked from the 1st stage to the middle stage and Yesung was placing his arm around Hae's shoulder. But later, he pushed Hae away lol. He then walked to the third stage w/ Shindong and remained there until the spinning stage moment. I couldn't zoom all the way there (I felt that my cam should have been able to; didn't know what was wrong) so when Hae stood next to my moshpitt (and all fans went wild) I focused on him. Acc to my friend, she was holding the "No Other Than EunHae" fansign and Hae saw it. She then did the Saranghae to him and he replied her lol. I got that little Hae's Saranghae. Even though he was so close, my camera couldn't focus well; I really felt that something was wrong then. Hae then moved away and faced the Terrace so I focused back on Yesung who still stood far away there. Knowing that I was doing something useless, I stopped my video and rested for awhile. Also I tried to move closer to the center because I wanted to get the best view of the spinning stage later. Furthermore it was Yesung's solo afterward. Fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TztsC_6-0R4
I turned on my video again when Yesung walked to the middle stage. He was hugging Shindong while walking (ah so many YeDong lol). Everyone walked into their position and Yesung, like usual, was at the center. During the acapella, all members were acting silly. Siwon took out his coat, wearing only a white singlet which showed up his muscular body lol. He then knelt down facing Hae who was waving his hand as if he was rejecting him. Siwon then used his arm imitating a duck and stood in one feet after that lmao he was such a dork. Yesung remained calm at first but apparently couldn't resist dancing to his infamous Octopus Dance ROFL. I was watching through my cam and laughing, trying hard to not ruin the fancam. I looked forward to see more of his dance but his stage begun to rise up. The other members spun around him and he rose up at the center-my favorite part of this song. He seemed enjoying himself up there, smiling and singing^^ Fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yHvw3aPJf0E

It Has To Be You (Yesung solo)
The most anticipated one. After All My Heart, the background music of this song directly played and I was so eager to have the full fancam so I didn't focus well before clicking. As the result, it wasn't as clear as how I wanted. I felt that in that distance, I should have been able to get a better quality fancam. Oh well. Anyway the lights all shot on him so my cam was also dazzled; his face looked white on my fancam T.T Fortunately there was still a screen behind him so I could see his face through the screen but still it wasn't clear. But nvm, I browsed on Youtube and found so many fancams of his solo LOL everyone had to be anticipating this. Some of them have very amazing quality so it's okay for mine to be bad^^ Okay so for my personal account. The fans, or at least the ones in my moshpitt, were singing w/ him since the beginning till the very end. During the first chorus I nearly couldn't hear his voice clearly because fans around me were already singing too. Not that I'm complaining lol. I'm glad that the fans were very supportive. During the 2nd chorus, I couldn't resist singing along w/ loud voice. I was like "I'm going to ruin this fancam but I gotta sing along!!" lol fortunately I didn't ruin it. Our voice blended in harmony as if the whole venue was conducted by a conductor. Personally I feel it was the best fanchant ever. Yesung even closed his eyes listening to us >< I'm proud of Malaysian ELF. Oh yeah, the fans also did the fanchant "Kim Jong Woon!" so loudly. It was daebak! I felt unreal because he sounded exactly same, if not better, w/ the studio version. It must be one of his best perf singing this song. Fancam here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EYfWc2GjrGc

Perfection
I was excited to take this one 'cause personally I love their dance here. I just couldn't wait to see it live. However they performed this on the 1st stage T.T but I still wanted a fancam. Using my maximal zoom again (this time w/ the best focus I could have) I recorded some members; I wasn't focusing on anyone. They really lived up the "Perfection" they had. However my fancam caught Sungmin's one wrong step lol. Ming, ming. Fancam here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17x_7-ztho8

Bonamana + VCR
The VCR only had 5 members: Kyu, Ryeowook, Heechul, Siwon, and Hyuk. Here they acted so elegantly as the opposite of the other members' fighting VCR on Shake It Up! lol. It really was a shame that I couldn't get this one. But what could I do? They, again, performed on the 1st stage and my cam just had them looking like faceless people T.T I decided to take the screen instead and thus it wasn't Yesung-focus. It was very good performance but regretfully I didn't upload it to Youtube ('cause I felt it wasn't good) so I couldn't insert a link here =(

A Man In Love
Not to mention they performed on the 1st stage again since you may already feel sick of reading those words lol. Because my camera wouldn't do so I took the screen for the first 4 minutes (yes almost the whole song). Well I caught something weird. There was a part w/ Kyu's voice but the screen focused on Sungmin and he also moved his lips lol. I had no idea whether they didn't sing it live or it was just a little mistake. Anyway after 4 minutes they all walked to the middle stage and I focused on Yesung eagerly. Sad enough that my cam didn't focus well plus the light was so bright. I got him but when he sang his part, I couldn't see his face; it was all white. After those few precious seconds, he walked back to the 1st stage till the song ended T.T Fancam here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lCw30QgA1C0

U Remix
Hmm I just recorded half song. I don't remember exactly why but it seemed he was on the 1st stage again. My cam had him walking through the left sideway to the third stage (got his back, again) and just stood there singing. Near the ending he walked through the left sideway again; this time got his close-up face thought it wasn't clear. He picked something like a fansign board, looked at it, and just threw it to the fans (I hope it wasn't a hard one ._.) He went to the middle stage and threw confetti (again) to others as the song ended. Fancam here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9C-tUi5xw-A

Dancing Out
Yesung spun on the stage and lowed down (or fell down?) lol Ide. The silver ribbons fell down on us. Some members shouted "Say Yeah!!" and fans answered "Yeah!!" Yesung just picked a big bunch of confetti and threw it to fans. After singing his part, he ran away to the right sideway which was far from me. Well bye Yesung, couldn't follow you anymore T.T It was only half song and included in the U Fancam above.

Encore - Cooking Cooking + VCR
I didn't record the VCR thus I can't really remember about it. I just knew there was a baby, and the boys were the veggies. Mini broccoli pouting Yesung was irresistible lol. Then Idk how but they all were cooked on the pan and jumped everywhere. The baby was so happy and eating them if I'm not mistaken, because I recalled I was like O.O so they were all eaten? LMAO whatever. So after the VCR ended, the boys appeared in veggie costumes. I knew that Yesung never wore his own costume on recent SS3s but still I followed the broccoli lol. When I found that it was Shindong, I immediately searched for Yesung (Shindong's hair was also blonde thus I was mistaken T.T). Apparently he was the cabbage, a very cute cabbage. He exchanged w/ Leeteuk who exchanged w/ Hae (onion Leeteuk) who exchanged w/ Hyuk (beansprout Hae) who exchanged w/ Shindong (mushroom Hyuk) who exchanged w/ Yesung (broccoli Shindong). Carrot Siwon, pumpkin Sungmin, tomato Wook, and green pepper Kyu were still there. To me, the funniest looking veggie was Hyuk's mushroom, ide. Cabbage Yesung fooled around w/ Shindong and Hyuk on the 1st stage, then on his part he walked to the third stage. He was bouncing while walking LMAO how cute >< He also moved his head from side to side and w/ her neck inside the costume, his face looked cuter than ever *wannapinchhischeeks. Near the ending he moved back to the middle stage. He saw Shindong and gave him a thumb-up (for wearing his broccoli?) He was the first to take out the costume (maybe to avoid getting bullied lol).

A fan got the epic headless cabbage w/ arms bending forward ROFLOLMAO it was extremely funny that I couldn't stop laughing the sec I saw it. He took only few secs to get this out so that fan had to be really fast catching this epic moment. Thanks @hzfly8482.

Leeteuk showed him a board w/ picture on it. Idk whose pic it was, but Yesung took it and went around showing Hae and Kyu the picture. After that he went to hit mushroom Hyuk lol. Fancam here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kI6gN9AIFdI

A Way For Love
LOL Yesung was such a bullier. After hitting Hyuk, he went hitting onion Leeteuk. He then went back and forth to the middle stage again. There was a moment when he stopped walking. My cam was covered by stuffs but when I got him again, I saw his hurt face. I replayed the fancam over and over and still couldn't see if anything hit him. He was touching his left chest but there was nothing hit there O.O Well, I just hoped that he was okay. He then found a doll and threw it to see how far it flew away lol. Then he picked up his basket w/ balls inside and threw one by one to the fans. Just after he threw the 2nd ball, a fan sprayed water to him. I believe he was surprised; he wiped his face and I wondered if he was okay. But LOL apparently he was very okay; he took a ball then acted madly throwing it to the fans (who sprayed him, I guess) w/ the angry face. He took another ball and still threw at the same spot and still w/ that angry face hahaha. Why so adorable Yesungie >< He then walked away while throwing ball to the third stage. I don't remember what happened but it seemed a member was getting close to my moshpitt again. I lost him for few secs and when I could find my balance again, he was still standing there throwing balls. After awhile, he turned back and started walking to the left sideway, next to my moshpitt. It was heaven; I was right below him and struggling between continuing the fancam (which means I couldn't see him directly or else the fancam wouldn't focus) or just stop and seeing his face directly. That was hard choice >< Anyway, I resumed my fancam but still stole a glace at him lol. He walked closer holding that basket, still throwing the balls. While doing so, he also stuck out his tongue *cute~~~ When he turned away facing the Terrace, the fans on my moshpitt (maybe me also) screamed "YESUNG!!!" and he turned back to my area. My cam caught his glare toward my direction but I don't know if he really saw my camera. He threw one green ball and my cam lowed down a bit to his chest. When my cam went back to his face, he was looking at me. Oh yeah, of course he might not look at me ROFL but he looked at my cam direction and it was enough. I was asking my friend to throw my turtle bag to the stage right before he arrived but she said it was too far. Later after he passed by, I threw it and succeeded. He did walk there again on the ending walk but maybe he didn't see it T.T For the rest of the song, he faced the Terrace and threw balls at them then walked to the 1st stage while still throwing balls. I wonder how many balls he had in that basket lol. Here is the fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kI6gN9AIFdI

Talking
After Way For Love ended, Teuki and Shindong (maybe) asked ELF "Are you happy?" "YES~~" yeah of course we were lol. Teuki then started speaking Korean (Idk what it was about). Yesung was finishing throwing the balls when Siwon came holding the giant lollipop. He threw it up and missed it; it fell on the floor. He then picked it up and gave it to Yesung. I couldn't see clearly and suddenly there was sound "Tok! Tok! Tok!" I focused back on my cam to see it was Yesung hitting that lollipop to the floor lol. He was trying to break it down. Shindong was so funny meanwhile. He said "Thank you. Thank You. And thank you. And.. Very very thank you." lol dork. Yesung finally broke it down and shared the lollipops inside w/ Wookie. He also threw some to the fans in moshpitt A. Shindong took one too and Yesung just threw the rest to the fans, of course after saving one for himself. Siwon talked in English asking fans to pray for Japan while Yesung struggling to open the lollipop. He spent like 30 secs to open it. While Siwon did the talk, fans sang "Saengil Chukaehamnida" since there was project for his birthday. But it didn't succeed though. Well after opening the lollipop, Yesung turned back and enjoyed it; why didn't you let fans see you eating lollipop Yesung~ Anyway, Hyuk was so funny. He said "I think you're so gorgeous." Fans screamed. "I'm so gorgeous." Fans screamed again. Shindong said "What? What?" and Hyuk answered "I'm so kuluk, kuluk." LMAO I guess he wanted to say "I'm so good look" Leeteuk then said "Eunhyuk, pholisi, pholisi." I guess he meant "Polisi (policeman)" Hyuk said "Sorry?" "Pholisi" "Policeman??" "Ya policeman" LMAO their language. Oh yeah, meanwhile Yesung had left his lollipop (I wonder where he put it) and stood together w/ Kyu and Hyuk. Leeteuk shouted "I Love You!!" Suddenly Yesung joined the speech; Idk what he was talking but maybe he said he wanted to speak. Leeteuk gave the chance to him and he was like testing sound first, the began singing "Kiss me darling kiss me, kiss me tonight." Aww the fans went wild lol but at the same time Hyuk raped his philtrum hahaha. I moved my cam to the screen and he looked so annoyed; his face was like "WTH he was doing." I think he intended to finish the song at first. Then Kyu talked in English (some fans said it was originally from the song lmao) and Yesung molested his philtrum!! I still had my cam on the screen so the moment he put his small hand on Kyu's philtrum was so obvious lol. Though he used his killing glare toward Hyuk few secs before, now he just talked w/ him and touched his cheek. At the end he hugged Hyuk tightly lol. Fancam here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHyEhuOl8mk

Wonder Boy
Yesung was walking from the middle stage to the third stage when he saw Shindong opening a box. There was a cute hat inside and he helped Shindong wear it then gave his thumb up lol. He looked around and found two masks: one black mask and one red rabbit mask. He gave the black one to Shindong and tried to wear the rabbit one. In process, something on that mask hurt him lol and he immediately let it fall. Only Yesung who could get hurt while wearing mask, I guess. Shindong wore the black one and Yesung pointed at him laughing and also helped him fixing it. Shindong left and Yesung hunted mask again; this time he found a Scream mask ==" He wore it and holding few other masks, he ran to scare Shindong. Shindong pretended to be scared lol. Yesung then gave a pig mask to Shindong and ran again to scare Hae. Poor boy. Hae didn't give a damn and just walked away, leaving him standing alone hahaha. To me, his Scream mask made him looked more miserable. He then turned away to see Shindong's pig mask and give him one more thumb-up. The Scream Yesung walked back to the middle stage, gave a mask to Siwon (if I'm not mistaken) and ran to scare Hyuk. I guess Hyuk didn't know who was behind the mask 'cause he just stood there, clueless. Yesung then took out his mask and gave it to Hyuk. I guess he let off his mask because it was his singing part lol he couldn't sing wearing a mask. While he was singing, fans around me went crazy (I don't remember why) and I lost him for few secs. When I focused back, he was still singing his part (actually dragging his part like always) till you could see his neck muscle popping out O.O He walked away then walked back to the same spot when it was his turn to sing. Again, he sang so passionately till his muscle looked so obvious. Meanwhile Shindong walked pass him wearing that pig mask LMAO and Hae, holding a blue hammer balloon, was like hitting everyone near him, including the seriously singing Yesung. He would soon get his revenge for disturbing his Hyung's singing lol. Yesung looked around and found a red balloon stick. He walked to Hae like "I'm going to give you some lessons kid." and jumped while hitting his back. He laughed so happily lol but then Hae hit him once and he replied by hitting Hae brutally twice. Hae acted hurt lol. Yesung then found a hat but threw it away when Hae came and hit him, this time using the red stick. Apparently his Jjokkeumani didn't want to lose. He then showed his arm to Hae like telling him it was hurt. Hae also showed his arm and just hit Yesung once again lol. Fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zeHL09XW7bc but part of Hae hitting him again is in the Ending Fancam.

Ending Talk + Walking + Thumbs-up
Leeteuk talked in Korean and Siwon was kind of translating it to English. Yesung wandered around, found a black cap, and gave it to Hyuk; Idk whether Hyuk took it or not. Siwon mentioned about 5jib "I think you guys have to expecting our new album, okay?" Fans screamed and Yesung was teasing him "Okay.. Okay okay." lol. He then moved closer to Siwon and I guess he poked him 'cause Siwon jerked a bit? lol ide. The members started singing Happy Birthday to Eunhyuk except Yesung. This boy.. He went to take a bottle of water from the side. He came back when the members bullied Hyuk on the floor. But he was a nice Hyung though. He drank his water then gave the rest to Hyuk. Hyuk drank it and gave it to Hae. The fans were shouting Siwon but apparently the boys didn't plan to celebrate Siwon's =( They just lined up and walked around the stage. Dorky Hae sang Bruno Mars' "Just The Way You Are". Yesung found a pink bandana and gave it to Shindong who wore it. Teuki just shouted thank you in every language he knew including Mandarin (Sie Sie), Thai (Khob Khun Kap), English (Thank You), Japanese (Arigatou Gozaimasu), Korean (Kamsahamnida), and Gracias. BUT for Melayu, he just shouted "Apa khabar? (How are you?)" ROFL I wondered why he didn't say thank you in Bahasa Melayu (Terima Kasih). He also said "I love Malaysia."
As they walked closer to me, I was pushed by fans around that it was so hard to be stable. I missed some members and stabilized to get Teuki passing by w/ Hae behind. Kyu was waving to us but the light was so bright that I couldn't see his face clearly. Shindong came holding something like glasses put together lol idk w/ that pink bandana on his hair. My friend said he looked cute. And finally here was Yesung. He walked pass by, lowed down only to throw a left out ball and walked away. The fans were shouting his name (again, I might do too) and he stole a glance at us, smiling. When I screen capped this, I got a sec of him glancing at my cam >w< Shindong found a sailor (or police) hat and wore it; honestly I saw that hat on a girl before. Lucky girl. Her hat was worn by Shindong, then Yesung, then Siwon when Yesung gave him. Heechul did some talk and he shouted "Tai Wan Mei!!!" everybody screamed. "Don't worry, I don't sing" LMAO he then introduced Siwon "This is horse." and Sungmin "This is pumpkin." hahaha. After that Leeteuk introduced TRAX Jungmo, Henry and Zhoumi. Jungmo delivered a speech in Korean. Then it was Mimi's turn. He shouted "Apa khabar?!!!" and started talking in Cantonese. Acc to my friend, he was asking who could speak Mandarin and who could speak Cantonese. Idk, I didn't understand Cantonese. He asked "Are you happy?" Fans screamed. "I'm happy too." Fans screamed again. He then closed his speech w/ Mandarin. Now it was Henry's turn. Henry spoke in English "What's going on Malaysia?!!" then something I didn't hear clearly. "I'm really happy to be here. Today is great. You guys are great. And we'll be back, we'll be soon.. And err.. oh one more thing. You know, everything you guys *didn't hear it clearly but it was something about Twitter." I guessed he said then "70% people who mentioned me on Twitter was Malaysian." Fans screamed. Yesung said something in between but I really couldn't hear what it was. He then pinched Henry's cheek. After that Teuki talked in Korean, they held each other's hand and bowed to the audience. Unlike SS2, the ending was on the 1st stage. I remembered last year they did it on the middle stage while we stood on Moshpitt A, and I was looking at their backs, feeling sad. Now at least I gotta see their faces^^ "Uri nen Super Juni-oeyo!!" and "Kamsahamnida" then they began leaving the stage. Heechul touched Yesung's philtrum lol. Everybody was leaving except for the usual four members: Henry, Hae, Yesung, and Hyuk. Hyuk was asking like 8 times "Are you ready?" because Hae was busy singing B.O.B's "Nothing On You" Finally Hae was ready and they faced to the left side. They showed up their thumbs (fans screamed) and moved them from left to right (fans were showing up their thumbs too). Then they pointed higher and moved them from right to left (for the Terrace audience). Done w/ thumbing, they stuck their thumbs on their lips and showed them to the fans again. Their thumbs met together then Hyuk bent his legs w/ his thumb still pointing toward the fans. The others did the same pose lol dork. Yesung and Hyuk repeated the pose once more and Yesung was the longest one staying in that pose haha. Hae was singing "When I see your face.. I'm so happy." Yesung was waving and shouted "Thank you!!" while walking to the right side. He was the last to leave the stage and it was so sad when he disappeared to the backstage T. T See you again hopefully, Oppa.. The fancam: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQ79iJCQoLw

Okay, so SS3 Malaysia was done. The show was 3 hours but I felt like 1 hour only. Time surely go fast when you have fun. I felt sad yet satisfied for I succeeded recording till the end. I had seen Yesung in person too and it was really precious remembrance. It was time to go back to reality and go home. But first we got to take Itin's beansprout first because it fell down to the gap between the stage and the moshpitt. Apparently she was trying to throw it to the stage lol. We asked the security to open the door and she picked it up. I saw a nice brown cowboy hat (it should have been from fans to Kyu or Siwon lmao) and asked her to get it for me. I'm not a greedy person but the hat looked so nice; it might end up in worse place than my head anyway. There was a girl getting on the stage to pick up stuffs but well, I didn't want to take back the turtle bag. I saw one of the balls the boys threw falling down to the gap but when we checked it, there was nothing ._. Of course you would never see these balls getting left out LOL




It was almost 10pm when we left the venue. My friend left her umbrella but she was too lazy to go back. Apparently though they didn't provide the saving place, all stuffs which weren't allowed in were collected near the entrance and the audience could get them back. We took pics in front of the venue too^^ I was wearing my hat and wondering how if the hat owner saw me ROFL I guess she might ask it back, who knows. We then got in the car and queued since there were so many cars. Right when there were like 2 or 3 cars in front of us, from the corner, two vans came out. They were Super Junior's vans!! OMG we were so excited; there had to be many fans who followed them to the airport. Tbh if my friends intended to follow, I would so happily follow them lol. But no, we weren't that die-hard fans. We just watched the vans turning to the main road and disappeared. We went to the opposite direction. My friend needed to take me to my friend's dorm first. Actually it just spent like 30 minutes but since she didn't know the way we spent like 1 hour on the way LOL. Finally around 11pm I arrived safely at the dorm. I said thanks to them all and headed to the dorm where my friend was waiting for me. I met some old friends and we took pics, me still wearing that hat haha. At first I lied to her that a fan threw that hat to Siwon, Siwon held it and threw it back to me. Can you believe that she ate up that story?? She was like "Waa how lucky you are.." I felt sorry for her then I told her the truth and she was upset lol.

In my friend's room, there were many friends waiting for me lol felt like a celebrity for a night. I took out all snacks and gave out the SuJu's pins. Haha they were surprised by the amount of snacks and happy to get the pins. I was so tired but happy to see them again. It wasn't less than 12pm before I could go to sleep. I gotta go to airport at 8am the following day so I should have got enough sleep. Before sleeping, I used my friend's internet to open Twitter. I couldn't tweet much though; only tweeted how amazing SS3 Malaysia was. Tbh I was so sleepy but I also didn't want to sleep; I was afraid that I would forget something if I slept. There were too many precious memory that I gotta keep them. Nevertheless I fell asleep soon after.

March 20th 2011
At 6am, my alarm rang. I immediately woke up and showered. It was one of my best sleep; since I was so tired I slept really well. My legs were still painful and I wondered how I could wear those shoes again. Furthermore the socks were wet and I gotta wear them like that T.T I had no choice though. Thanks God my hair wasn't as messy as I expected though it was full of sweat and rain from the previous day. I packed everything and still needed to use two bags *sigh. At 8am I left my friend's dorm w/ a friend; he accompanied me till the airport. Actually it was okay even if I went alone lol. So around 9:30pm I arrived at KLIA After settling things, I waited to get into the waiting room. There was internet in the airport^^ and I opened Twitter, tweeted few things that I remembered from the show. I was just afraid they might fade down soon lol. My cam battery was used up so I couldn't watch my fancams. I couldn't wait to go home, watch them, and upload them to Youtube lol.

At 12:45pm the flight departed. I enjoyed the service in this Garuda plane again. At 1:45pm (West Indonesia time) I arrived at Soekarno-Hatta airport. After settling things and going back by taxi, I came home around 3pm. I should have slept for I had class the following day but I was just too excited. I charged the cam battery immediately and turned on my lappie. I guess I wandered around Twitter and FB till the battery full and connected the cam to my lappie. The copying process was quite long for the size of the fancams were huge. My disk D's empty space was like 20 GB left and it became so slow; I desperately needed an external hard disk. Well, after few hours, finally all fancams and pics were copied to my lappie. I had like 24 fancams (most of them Yesung focus) and I was like O.O "How would I ever upload them all to YTB?"

My own internet wouldn't ever do. I was quite frustrated those few days because my slow internet suddenly went down and I gotta go to J.CO to upload. Even there I could only upload one video w/ 300mb size for two hours. After two hours I gotta go back because it didn't provide charging. Most of the fancams were only cut so their size weren't huge but how about Yesung's solo one? I gotta upload this one in full version and it was like 600mb. I was devastated. I had good fancams, I wanted to share it to everyone but I couldn't. Time was flying and I knew that after one week, people wouldn't be excited to watch them anymore. Furthermore if there were many new videos of him, these fancams would only be additional.I decided to go Starbucks. From my experience of Starbucks in Malaysia, the internet speed was always amazing. Idk about this one but I should have tried. Fortunately it was just inside the mall next to my dorm so I could walk there everyday. It also provided charging so I could spend hours there. In my first visit, I tried to connect and failed. I guess there was something wrong w/ my lappie though. I felt so angry, too upset that I didn't think to ask for help. I left there to J.CO and uploaded a fancam. However, when the fancam reached 100%, it was just error. OMG you have no idea how devastated I was that day. I spent like 5 hours and got nothing. I couldn't give up. I went home and charged the battery till full, then went to J.CO again to upload a fancam. God, finally I succeeded. At least that day I got something.

It wasn't till March 24th, 5 days after the show that I could successfully connect to Starbucks' wireless. But I would never regret connecting to this; this is the heaven for uploader. Download speed is nothing special, but uploading speed is no question. A 500mb video could be uploaded in less than half hour. A 300mb one needed only like 15 minutes. Hell yeah!! If only I found this sooner. I was so excited that I came there on afternoon, went back to shower and came again at the night. I uploaded all the fancams to my own channel. Heaven!!! \o/

Well, really I just wanted to share them. Furthermore some moments weren't available on YTB e.g. Yesung focus for Don't Don. As far as I see, the only one is mine, and mine is a very clear one. I know how it feels when I try to search for his fancam on one particular moment and find nothing; I may feel sad that none of his fans care about taking fancam of that moment. So in a nutshell I tried my best to upload them all. Oh yeah don't forget that my FEM's fancams were also waiting for uploading. Since FEM is well-known globally too, I guess many people wanted to see their fancams too. In total, I went to Starbucks from March 24th to March 30th and spent no less than 3 hours in every visit. The waiter there even recognized me lol so embarrassing.

And I spent hours to write this post. I had sleepless night only to write everything I remembered so I wouldn't need to be afraid of losing them anymore. Gosh I feel so tired. I'm satisfied but exhausted lol. May do some correction later.